.::. selipa oren .::.

the birth story..

2011-07-14T13:52:00.002+08:00

i admit that it wasn't an easy one since i've been experiencing lots of complications throughout this pregnancy. it was the morning of 8th June when i was admitted to the hospital due to premature contraction at 35th week. i was put under 24 hours monitoring + medication to stop the contraction & 2 injections for the baby's lungs maturity. the injections were so painful & the pain lasts for at least 30 minutes...pergh!!since it was only 35 weeks, my gynae adviced not to give birth at that time since the baby is too young & afraid that a lot of problems would occur. however, the injections are given in case i need to deliver the baby in between that week.

i was discharged with 10 days mc - for bedrest. my next appointment was 10 days later at 36th week & i was given another 8 days mc for me to continue my rest days. at first it was fun to leave the office but later i have started to feel bored - extremely bored since i have limitation in my movement & i couldn't play much with pishimen. when i approached the 37th week i knew that it was safe to deliver anytime this time so i started to move around & do housework as usual.

night of 26th June, i suggested to inche' riki that we go to the hospital since i've been having frequent contraction since afternoon. i have been walking a lot few days before & therefore my feet are badly swollen. i was admitted that night & brought to the labour room & was put on with CTG. the nurse found out that my baby's heartbeat was unusually high between 170 to 200 while the normal rate are only at 120 to 160. my gynae decided that i was put to rest that night & to bring me back to the labour room tomorrow morning.

as early as 6 am i was brought to the labour room to record my CTG. Alhamdulillah, my baby's heartbeat is back to normal. nearly 8 am my gynae arrived & she checked & told me that if everything is ok i can give birth that morning. i was shocked & barely unprepared as i thought it's going to be another false alarm like the previous one.

i took my breakfast & prepared myself for the birth process. it was 10am when i actually felt the peak of the contraction pain. the staff nurse performed membrane rupture (pecahkan ketuban) & noticed that my baby was still high & she's afraid that either the baby was not in the right position or the umbilical cord was going around him. i just can't think at the moment & prayed that eveything will be alright.

luckily inche' riki was by my side all the time. he guided me on how to breath & how to push. automatically at that moment i couldn't remember anything & thank god he was at the right place at the right time. i need to do extra pushings to help my baby get to the opening. finally at 11.49 am my baby arrived safely - assisted kiwi vacuum since tali pusat dia dah terbelit kat leher. i was very tired, even more tired than the first time i deliver. after they bathe my baby, they bring him for inche' riki to azan & soon after i started breastfeeding him. it felt so peaceful...

as for the big brother - so far he really loves his baby brother. he would pat on the cheek while he was breastfed & won't let anyone disturbs while his baby brother was sleeping. hopefully they will be best friends - after all...what brothers are for, right?

new addition

2011-07-02T17:34:00.003+08:00

say hi to this new freshie...farish irfan bin iswandy..
born on 27th June 2011 @ 11.49am
Alhamdulillah

the best ayah & husband on earth. thanks inche' riki for being there for me..every single day

becoming a big brother..

2011-06-06T09:01:00.009+08:00

it's already 35 weeks & based on past experience, my baby can arrive anytime soon - takut coz dah x brape nk igt sakit nye cemane..

back to pishi..he's becoming more responsible now. he can take care of his own clothes, pack his own bag, eat on his own, more words vocabulary & it is fun to hear he mumbles coz his words are still 'pelat'. plus, he's as clumsy as i am & he's a true copy cat of me when it comes to wearing shoes - terbalik!

he also doesn't really cares about his toys..he has got new interest now : namely stickers & magnets. the best thing is he called the stickers as 'tempek'...hahaha...mmg la sticker tu die tempek kat merate2 tempat kat umah tu. he also had new obsession on his new game that actually we bought as family game but currently he has been conquering the game to his own self - the tumbling monkeys (as seen on tv).but as long as he clean up the mess after he has done playing i'm okay with that...

few pictures to share..

...kat mane2 pon boleh tempek sticker...

...dah jadi co-pilot ayah skarang...

...baju favorite - misti kene ade bendera Malaysia tp die panggil baju 1 Malaysia...

bulan2 terakhir pregnancy...

2011-05-26T14:03:00.003+08:00

sob..sob..rase mcm kejap je pregnen kali ni. maybe sbb busy dgn office work & dah ade pishi kat umah utk menambahkan kesibukan yg sedia ada...tp pregnancy kali ni mmg byk stress nye :

1. restructuring of the company - since new management have take over our company (no longer under UEM group)for sure management baru nk restructure blk company organisation & masukkan org2 die sikit sebanyak dlm board of management. i was meant to be separated with my team for the last 2++ years...huhu...bye2 MEU. me and another colleague were transferred to other department due to the request from our new deparment's director. the first 3 weeks were very hard for us to adapt since we have to cope with 2 deparment's work & tender (restructuring yg tak terancang langsung...JD pon xde..haprak btol)...not mentioning location opis kat tingkat yg atas skali & xde lif..huwaaa!!!! kembang kempis lubang idung sementare nk sampai tuh. mmg komfem la senang nk besalin (insya-Allah)

2. breech positionig - last month's check up triggers me that i have to save more money if baby still in breech position time nk besalin nnt. huwaa...baby...cepat2 la pusing, ibu simpan duit cukup2 je ni. nk claim company pon bukan dorang bayar full..itu pun kalau management baru x kacau medical benefit kitorang. tp management baru ni bagus dari segi welfare...so i'm not that worried la. tomorrow is my 8th month's check up - hopefully baby dah pusing turun bawah so x de la ibu stress2 ye...

3. travelling - this past 2 months we travelled a lot (almost every weekend) & my feet swell faster than my previous pregnancy. up to next month we still need to travel to attend weddings - huwaa!!! ramai btol sedare mara nk kawen cuti sekolah ni. i will have 2 cousins' weddings on 1st july, i don't really think i could make it as my due date is just around the corner.

4. preparation - these few weeks i realized that i haven't really prepare to welcome the new baby on board...since it's going to be another baby boy so i don't have to worry on the clothing but still...i have bought few new garments for him - can't help it! i already have a long list of items to be purchased & hopefully i will have ample time to finish my shopping task before the arrival.

5. weight - every month mase nk check up misti takut nk naik weighing scale tuh. setiap bulan akan dgr nombor2 yg x disangka2...i gain a lot more than the first pregnancy. letih btol la kang nk turunkan balik (xtau la boleh turun ke x pon)..selulit2 yg 2 tahun lepas pon masih terkumpul & dah jd selulit senior utk selulit2 junior yg baru nk bermastautin kat badan aku nih

as of pishi...he has grown up so fast. dah byk kemahiran hidup die tau..termasuk la lagu ABC, kire 1-10 (mase naik tangge je), lagu twinkle2, lagu london bridge & beberape lagu cinta yg kitorang pon xtau bile mase die dgr & hapal. die pon dah tau nk dapat adik & every night he would ask me if he could touch my stomach & play with adik baby..xtau ler kalau dlm perut ni die mesra lagi..kang dah keluar die gigit pulak budak kecik tu.

i've been thinking

2011-05-11T18:26:00.002+08:00

...maybe i should stop blogging for a while..or just close the blog account. i'm very occupied with a lot of things & no more leisure time to blog :(

pishi's new hairdo

2011-03-03T10:40:00.003+08:00

sebelum..

selepas...

selepas kejadian potong rambut, pishi adelah sangat2 super nakal & cheeky. adekah setiap kali potong rambut akan jd mcm ni??...huwaaaa!!

sesi latihan menimang adik

2011-02-25T01:50:00.002+08:00

Abi Hurairah & Usop - Soley Soley OST Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah

2011-02-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

mari hilangkan stress!!

SILE ENJOY DGN LAGU NI..HAHA

updates

2011-02-23T12:17:00.005+08:00

i've been delaying my time to update this blog..got no mood to blog at all...coz sgt2 busy kat office so balik rumah macam x ingin nk tgk laptop dah + mabuk2 yg dah berakhir kire2 3 mggu yg lepas. approaching 5th month, nothing much to update except for tonnes of work at the office & at home (especially lipat baju...fuhh..), not forgetting nk kene kejar pishimen sane sini & layan die besembang + bace buku.

since pishimen dah masuk 2 taun ++..he's developed so fast that i can simply ask him about what he's doing at the nursery everyday. that includes if he did pukul or cubit anybody kat nursery...that's the joy & challenge of having a son..haha..for the past 3 weeks i've been listening to stories that he will cakar, pukul or cubit anyone yg try to grab toys from him but yesterday was a big surprise...

pishimen : ibu...iyah..iyah..(insyirah - name sorang budak pompuan kat nursery die)
ibu : nape dgn iyah?
pishimen : toyak (tolak)
ibu : sape yg kene tolak?
pishimen : ayish
ibu : tolak macam mane
pishimen : (menunjukkan care cemane die kene tolak..dgn penuh perasaan & bunyi)
ibu : ayish nangis tak?
pishimen : nangis
ibu : banyak ke sikit?
pishimen : sikit je...
ibu : good. tu la, sape suruh ayish pukul iyah semalam..kan iyah dah balas balik.lain kali jgn pukul budak pompuan..x baik.
pishimen : ok ibu..

another update is on the new addition to the family...my cute little nephew. haha..dah byk dah anak sedare ni rupenye. this year alone je akan dpt 3..sorang dah keluar..ade lagi 2 org ank sedare coming soon. maybe yg 2 org tu girl kot..both are inche' riki's in law. mine will be out in mid July..Insya-Allah.

my sewing progress..during my 1st trimester I hardly touch my machine. i just helped my sister to sew swaddle cloth for his baby & I'm struggling to finish Sara's quilt skarang dah masuk quilting stage..pasni wat binding pastuh siap!! sian die..tggu drp taun lepas lagi x siap2..haha. xtau la rajin ke x nk jait pape utk baby baru ni...the main reason for me to not sewing is xde meja yg sesuai so x comfortable nk menjahit..haha...alasan!!

guess i will just post some pics after this..mood utk malas blogging dah mule datang..

my chubby nephew....kejap je dah tembam budak ni

pishi the menace

shopping for his b'day treat..with my dad

it has been..

2010-12-30T14:13:00.004+08:00

12 weeks n counting...

1. i didn't update my blog for a long time ever since the last entry (which i copy & paste only)

2. i didn't surf any websites/blog & didn't have the time to even read online newspaper

3. facebooking once in a while through my Samsung..didn't have much time to reply to the comments

4. rarely cook..but inche' riki volunteered himself to..i love his cooking

5. haven't touch my sewing machine..huhu..i do visit him once in a while but i just couldn't sew right now

6. haven't snap any new pics of pishi & sara...but once in a while i did remember to snap some..

saat2 sebelum pergaduhan bermula - part 1

saat2 sebelum pergaduhan bermula - part 2

7. working till late hours + saturday + sunday...(mcm nk muntah je)

8. last 2 weeks pishi was admitted again (3rd time this year)..kali ni lagi challenging sbb die dah terer nk mengganaz each time nk masukkan antibiotik, neb, amik bp...grr...tido pon x cukup..penat wooo

balut dua2 tgn utk elakkan keganasan melampaui batas

xberape berpuas hati dgn balutan tgn

+_+ can't wait to finish this first trimester...huhu

which one is which?

2010-11-24T11:28:00.002+08:00

Space tourism : is tourism in which participants pay for flights into space. As of 2010, orbital space tourism opportunities are limited and expensive, with only the Russian Space Agency providing transport. The price for a flight brokered by Space Adventures to the International Space Station aboard a Soyuz spacecraft is US$ 20–35 million. The space tourists usually sign contracts with third parties to conduct certain research while in orbit. This helps to minimize their own expenses. Russia halted orbital space tourism since 2010 due to the increase in the International Space Station crew size, using the seats for expedition crews that would be sold to paying spaceflight participants. However it is planned to resume in 2012, when the number of single-use three-man Soyuz launches rises to five a year. (wikipedia)

Astronaut : An astronaut is a person who pilots a spacecraft or works in space, particularly in the space program of the United States. In Russia and the other former republics of the Soviet Union, such men and women are called cosmonauts. The cosmonaut program was a project of the Soviet Union until the country broke up in 1991. Russia then took over the program. China sent its first astronaut into space in 2003. A Soyuz carries two or three highly specialized cosmonauts. The commander is almost always a military jet pilot, and the flight engineer is almost always a civilian. The flight engineer is usually a member of the staff of the design bureau responsible for the craft. On about half the Soyuz flights, a third cosmonaut, usually called the cosmonaut researcher, is aboard. This person can be a non-Russian "guest cosmonaut" or a Russian physician. (Nasa website)

- so where do our 'so called' astronaut stands? from both statements looks like it is more to guest cosmonaut or space tourist rather than an astronaut. since most of the talks are dedicated to students, particularly in schools maybe no one have ever asked him the differences. how i wish i could ask him this question!

a great team

2010-10-23T14:40:00.007+08:00

i always think that sewing + cooking are a great combination. they boost your creativity level. i enjoyed cooking for my family, particularly for inche' riki & pishi. none of my cooking will taste exactly the same the next time i made it, as i always create my own recipe..haha..sungguh x berdisiplin! but that's what i called creativity & innovative...people who always made the same thing maybe creative but not innovative enough to try things other than the ordinary (jadi xperlu la jadikan sardin tu makanan rasmi/ruji keluarga anda). i'm not saying that i'm a good cook but most of the time my cooking will get a nod from inche' riki - that matters the most to me.

as for sewing, i've been helping my mother with her cross stitch since i was 9, so i'm getting used with the feeling of x-sabar-taun-bile-la-nak-siap-ni for almost 19 years (now you know my age). now that i already have my own sewing machine, the urge to sew is at the highest peak now - hari2 kat ofis kalau ada free time walaupon 10menet akan surf ke blog2 yg berunsurkan jahitan & crafts. owh..sungguh kegilaan & i think it's a very good hobby since inche' riki slalu pegi outstesen & keje ari sabtu ke ahad ke suke ati die je la kan...so now inche' riki agak aman sket sbb i already have my own toy.

sebelum ade mesen jait, ini la mainan saye (besepahnye rumah aku)

pandainye mainan ni buat muke

current project, i called it project qysara - since she requested to have the same selimut as pishimen so i'm working on something for her, in PINK. it's not going to be exactly the same as pishimen's but with the same function. this morning i sttarted to do cutting & piecing & managed to complete a block!...xsukar buat block ni as long as kita SABAR (tu la yg paling susah)..i completed a block in 30 minutes & for this project, i needed at least 5 more blocks. i can't tell how the final product will look like as i'm a creative & innovative person (perasan) - idea can come & go anytime (sebenanye, kain xcukup lagi - tggu gaji baru bole beli)

walopon niat nk buat warna pink sume tp cam boring je...campo2 kaler jugak

soon after i finished the block, i went to the kitchen to make some snack. as i'm cutting the bread sides, i still haven't decided what to do. i took out the garlic & herb spread - ok, maybe i'm gonna do some garlic bread. then i opened the refrigerator, i saw pishimen's cheese & took out a slice. then, hey..why not coat it in egg & fry it in butter - mungkin akan rase sedap. so the end product is = garlic spread + cheese (dikepit di celah2 2 keping roti) + celup telur + panaskan butter dalam pan + goreng. rupe die xde la cantik mane tp bau wangi & sedap sbb ade cheese kat tgh. see, xsusah jd creative kan?

don't judge a book by its cover...rase die sedap (pishimen sendiri yg cakap)

party

2010-10-23T00:39:00.005+08:00

pishi loves party
he woke up early that day
in the evening we went to najmi's 1st bday party (najmi macam ank org putih!)
there were lots of friends there (araiz, muizz, hannah, hani, araiz, najmi, amirul hakim, ank kerry aku xtau name!)
at first pishi thought he will enjoy himself to the max while at the party
but alas..he was wrong..he's not feeling very well (got temperature)
he also refused to drink milk that day (made his ibu risau je..)
but he managed to get to know some friends there
and enjoy the foods...sgt banyak food
pishi went home with a smiling face as he brought back the party pack together (aunty kemar pesan soh bawak balik)
back at home, he's enjoying himself with the party hat & balloon..what a wonderful day he had!

kami sekeluarga makan bersama

mmg satu cabaran nk amik gamba kanak2 kecil ni

we are smapian kids...yeayy!!!

p/s : kemar, ko saje je ek x jemput ustazah fatimah??

jumaat

2010-10-15T14:04:00.006+08:00

hari-jumaat-adelah-hari-yg-best-sbb esok-hari-sabtu-jadi-xde-mood-nk-keje-sgt-jd-ape-kate-kalau-apdet-blog-dgn-gamba-budak2-ni :

make someone happy..today

2010-10-14T09:46:00.006+08:00

i love unplanned projects..

the phone & its pouch

from the back

front view

i'm using scraps - from my jeans that I've altered & kawaii cars (japanese cotton) which will be the main source for my next project..haha. since inche' riki is too deep into anime he'll love the kawaii cars, i guess. by the way, he's planning to buy a new phone so i guess i will have to do another pouch for it.

duration to finish : 1.5 hours...i'm loving it!

TOP SECRET : revealed...

2010-10-10T19:58:00.007+08:00

at last...top secret project yang pernah diperkatekan sebelum ni siap jugak (lame btol...2 bulan). inche' riki penah tanye..'nape lame x apdet blog?' & this is the reason why. aku nk apdet hasil titik peluh aku nih (xde la bepeluh pon sbb dok dlm ekon)..

pandangan belah atas - quilted top

belah bawah - backing

timbunan fabrik2 yg menunggu mase utk dikorbankan

since this is my 1st quilting project so jgn harap la yg terbaekkk kan...but, i can assure you :

100% x ikut quilting skills..bekedut2 bagai
100% x sabar nk tunggu siap
100% x symmetry

100% dijahit dgn penuh kasih sayang..hihihi

so pishi..hope you will love it, as much as i do..i measure his cot size so that he can use it almost everywhere...even while travelling. piecing & stitching are the most tedious job ever & most of the times i thought bout quitting rather than quilting...maybe next time i should try hand quilting instead of machine..pishi had been very helpful by collecting rubbish on the floor (benang, fabrik, rambut aku...) & buang dlm bakul sampah..mmg die sgt pembersih orgnye & boleh nmpk mende yg kecik2 atas lantai nun (mungkin die pon nk amik course mikrobiologi utk degree die, mcm aku dulu).

ibu sayang farish..kay?

perjalanan kereta mayat

2010-10-05T15:07:00.003+08:00

last sunday, kami memandu mengiringi kereta mayat..someone close to us (tok ayah Sara) had passed away - Al-Fatihah untuk arwah. Jenazah dimandi & disembahyangkan kat surau Bukit Jelutong & kitorang folo kereta mayat tu all the way from surau to tanah perkuburan seksyen 21 shah alam.

along the way i guess there are about 5 to 6 traffic lights that we have to pass by. when we reached the last traffic light, i heard inche' riki said " hijau je sume traffic light " & i started thinking ' Alhamdulillah, tuhan permudahkan perjalanan arwah sampai ke tanah perkuburan...Ya Allah, macam mana la perjalanan aku nanti... '

p/s : ingat mati adelah perkara yg biasenye susah kite nk buat kan?

pishi...pishi...(dlm nada mengeluh)

2010-09-19T15:31:00.003+08:00

this year's raya is a big one for pishi..but things happens..

raya ke-2 :wajah ketika masih hensem (posing tgn kat dagu..x tahan!!)

raye ke-7 : mate bengkak!...sian die

di taman permainan...

2010-08-31T07:52:00.005+08:00

lokasi : tmn permainan - putramas
suspek2 : kak sasan & pishimen
org dewasa yg menemani saspek : inche' riki
komen : kualiti gambar sgt bagus walaupun hanya menggunakan camera phone. inche' riki sangat berbakat (puji laki sendiri)

my fav pic!

rentetan kisah pasar ramadhan

2010-08-20T13:43:00.004+08:00

This is going to be a very long entry..tp korang kene jugak bace sampai habes..

Pade pukul 8.55am, seorang rakan sekerja menghantar email (name dirahsiekan) & butirannye seperti berikut :

Sent : Fri 8/20/2010 8.55am
Subject : Buka Puasa RM2
Message : Jom try...rm2.00 je...pe lagi...lepas makan kene basuh pinggan sendiri ye....jom3x...

JOM KITA TRY........

Dengan RM2 buka puasa di Malaysia Negara Ku
Oleh Syed Mu'az Syed Putra
August 13, 2010

Dengan hanya RM2 pelanggan boleh menikmati tiga jenis lauk dan makan sepuasnya.

SHAH ALAM, 13 Ogos - Ketika adanya aduan bahawa harga makanan dan juadah berbuka puasa mula naik di kebanyakan tempat sejak dua hari lalu, di restoran Malaysia Negara Ku di Shah Alam, anda boleh makan sepuas-puasnya dengan hanya membayar RM2.
Syaratnya, pelanggan perlu menunjukkan kad pengenalan sebagai bukti mereka adalah warganegara Malaysia.
Dengan harga RM2 seorang, pelanggan boleh menikmati nasi putih dengan tiga atau empat jenis lauk dan segelas air.
Restoran Malaysia Negara Ku beroperasi di Seksyen 7 di sini, memulakan operasinya sejak hari pertama Ramadan kelmarin.
Pengurus restoran, Azahar Samat, konsep restoran Malaysia Negara Ku sebenarnya adalah untuk memberikan pendidikan kepada masyarakat tentang amalan kebersihan diamalkan serta semangat cintakan negara.
"Konsepnya macam orang dulu-dulu kerana apa yang uniknya restoran ini pelanggan yang datang perlu menunjukkan kad pengenalan sebagai bukti mereka adalah warganegara," katanya.
Restoran ini menggunakan konsep layan diri.

"Selepas selesai makan, pelanggan perlu membasuh pinggan yang mereka gunakan... ini sama seperti kita kecil dulu yang mana mak pasti akan suruh kita basuh pinggan selepas makan," kata beliau ketika ditemui The Malaysian Insider.
Beliau berkata konsep restoran Malaysia Negara Ku lebih kepada tempat makan, bukan restoran.
"Ini kerana semuanya dilayan sama sahaja tiada siapa yang istimewa.
"Lagipun kita membuka restoran ini adalah supaya semua orang tanpa kira latar belakang sama ada kaya atau miskin dapat sama-sama menikmati masakan di sini dengan hanya RM2.
"Kita juga sebenarnya bukan nak mencari keuntungan besar, tetapi lebih kepada untuk membantu masyarakat yang kurang berkemampuan," katanya.
Restoran Malaysia Negara Ku dimiliki oleh Datuk Zainal Abidin Awang Kechik yang mempunyai pengalaman selama 20 tahun dalam industri makanan dan mempunyai lima restoran bertaraf tujuh bintang di luar negara.
Beliau dikatakan merancang untuk membuka 220 cawangan Malaysia Negara Ku di seluruh Malaysia.
"Semenjak harga barang naik banyak restoran yang menaikkan harga makanan mereka tapi kita tidak kerana kita mahu beri peluang kepada semua orang termasuk yang kurang berkemampuan.
"Ini yang kita mahu lakukan kerana kita tahu ramai rakyat negara ini tidak berkempunan untuk berbelanja besar tapi di sini dengan hanya RM2 mereka boleh makan sepuasnya," kata Azahar.
Tambahnya, pelanggan yang tidak membawa kad pengenalan dan bukan warganegara akan dikenakan bayaran RM6 seorang.
"Kalau nak makan RM2 mesti kena bawa kad pengenalan jika tidak kena bayar RM6.
"Melalui cara ini ia secara tidak langsung dapat menanam semangat cintakan negara dan juga patriotisme," katanya.
Azahar berkata semenjak dibuka pada hari pertama Ramadan sambutan yang diterima semakin menggalakkan.
"Pada hari pertama kita sediakan untuk 100 orang tapi hari ini (semalam) kita sediakan untuk 300 orang.
"Setiap hari kita akan masak lauk yang berbeza kerana kita mahu pelbagaikannya selain tidak mahu pelanggan muak dengan lauk yang sama," katanya.

Pelanggan dikehendaki membasuh pinggan yang digunakan selepas makan.
Restoran Malaysia Negara Ku boleh menampung kira-kira 150 orang pada satu-satu masa.
"Saya rasa ini restoran yang pertama di Malaysia yang mengamalkan konsep seperti itu.
"Selain itu, kita juga bercadang untuk membuka restoran ini sehingga sahur, mungkin pada minggu hadapan," Azahar lagi.
Ia juga menggunakan sukarelawan untuk melakukan kerja-kerja memasak.
Aspek-aspek ini dilihat dapat mengurangkan kos operasi, dan menyediakan makanan dengan harga RM2 seorang.
Menurutnya, walaupun harga makanan murah, namun kualiti penyediaan makanan tidak diabaikan malah menggunakan bahan masakan berkualiti dan memberi kepuasan kepada orang ramai yang singgah.
"Kita amat menitikberatkan kebersihan di sini kerana ini adalah tempat makan, jadi semua aspek itu perlu dijaga.
"Selain itu, bahan masakan seperti beras, ayam, daging, sayur dan sebagainya semuanya bersih dan berkualiti," katanya.
Tepat 8.59am (maknenye aku amik mase 4menet utk bace email kawan aku td) dengan rase menggeletis aku pon terus memforwardkan email ni kepada seluruh adik beradik, abg ipar, suami dan sang bapak sekali. Isi kandungan adelah seperti berikut :

Sent : Fri 8/20/2010 8.59am
To : ramai….aku malas nk taip.kat atas tu dah cite dah
Subject : FW : Buka puasa RM2
Message : Dah dekat dah dgn rumah papa ni..Cuma kena basuh pinggan je

Beberape menet kendian, x sangke email aku ni mendapat sambutan hangat…tp aku sangat menunggu feedback dari sang bapak..haha.. korang bace jela communication kitorang melalui emel ni :

Sang Kakak : Meh la pegi…kak pizza blanje…kui..kui..kui..

Sang Adik : Boleh jer....minggu depan challooo....

Selipa Oren : Tp…macam xpenah nampak pon kedai ni. Kate kat seksyen 7…Eh..nape x cc email ni kat mama, nanti mama x tau..hohoho

Abang Ipar : Memang la tak nampak… sebab student ramai sgt melindungi signboard

Sang Adik : Student2 semua tak tahu yang orang tak student pun sengkek gak tengah2 bulan...

Sang Kakak : Betol…betol.. :)

Abang Ipar : Saudari2ku sekalian… hang igt hangpa semua sempat ker sampai kat kedai tuh sebelum ketibaan student2 tuh sekalian di bulan Ramadhan ini wahai adinda2ku sekalian….

Sang Adik : kita hantar wakil la untuk booking dulu...kan kita ada wan bersama dua cucunya...confirm diorang bleh sampai lagi awal dari student2 semua.sekian....

Selipa Oren : Kalau dah sampai student melindungi signboard mmg laris tempat nih
Kalau sasan dgn farish nak makan pon kene bayar 2 hengget jugak ke? Dorang kene basuh pinggan jugak ke?

Abang Ipar : Diskaun 30% kut ikut rate hotel… hehehhehe

Sang Kakak : Diorang seringgit kot…budak2 bwh umur lagi..Basuh pinggan?? Misti diorang nak kan…lagi suka nak main air..hehe

Inche’ Riki : Takpe...farish dgn sasan boleh kongsi satu tray je...ibu sanggup basuh...hahahaha

Tibe2….email yg paling aku tggu2…jengjengjeng….

Sang Bapak : Anak2 semua,Jangan pi makan yang RM2.00 ni sebab semua makanan kitar semula daripada pasar Ramadan. Lagi baik pergi ke PUTRAMAS semua makanan ‘fresh’ dan percuma. Boleh bawa anak dan jagaan juga percuma.

Datanglah selalu kalau nak simpan duit raya.

(tolong jangan x gelak lepas bace email dari sang bapak ni..cube kaitkan dgn situasi kat pasar ramadhan dlm posting yg sebelum ni)

Namun..communication ni x terhenti sampai sini je…bace lagi..

Selipa Oren : Nampaknya bos dah bersuara.Ini lah yang kita mahu….makan percuma!!!

Sang Adik : Bukan saja dapat makan percuma...Kuantiti makanan yang disediakan sehari boleh dibawak makan selama seminggu....

Inche’ Riki : PUTRAMAS ni katne plak?

Selipa Oren : Putramas tu umah papa laa…Taman tu name putramas

Inche’ Riki : Haduh...iyelah, lupe...kakakakakaka...ayat papa mmg besh

Selipa oren : Nak kene post dlm blog jugak nih

Inche’ riki : Harus!!!

-end-

Kesimpulannya : ikut la ape yg suami kite suruh buat – termasukla post entry dlm blog.

Sekian.

episod pasar ramadhan - 4 ramadhan 1431

2010-08-18T17:22:00.002+08:00

Jumaat lepas aku berbuka kat rumah my parents kat seksyen 7, shah alam
since bulan pose ni ofis abes kul 4.30 so mak aku dah target aku sebagai kuda2 yang harus pegi ke pasar ramadhan dgn die
maka dgn penuh patuh kul 4.30 aku pon ttp pc, jalan pegi paking lot, menempuh 3 traffic light & sampai ke destinasi dlm mase 10 menet.
sampai2 je aku terus terjah bilik mak aku, die tgh smyg asar.
aku pon terus amik wudhu', semayang kat bilik sebelah

10 menet kendian

aku dah sudah semayang, dgr bunyi bising2
rupenye mak aku dok komplen nape aku xbalik2 lagi..kate nk balik cepat
tibe2 die senyap bile nmpk aku turun tangge, aku ckp aku smyg
pastuh mak aku pon kasi arahan
"pegi la pasar dgn papa...mama malas"...
(erk...bukan ke die yg nk pegi dgn aku tadi???)

alkisahnye aku pon pegi la pasar dgn sang bapak
disebabkan kepenatan berpuase sang bapak nk pegi yg dekat2 je
die nampak ade byk gerai kat pasar seksyen 6
"aa....kite pegi pasar ni jela"..kata sang bapak
aku pon ok jek

5 menet kendian

kami dah berada dlm zon pasar
kami melalui gerai satay (gerai yg paling dekat dgn paking kete)
sang bapak : nak satay?
aku : nak!!!!
sang bapak : ok
aku : tapi jgn byk2 la papa..nnt x abes
sang bapak : aaa...kasi saye satay ayam 20, satay daging 20, satay kambing 20
aku : (sume skali 60 batang...adekah sikit??)

5 menet kendian

kami melalui gerai kuih pula
sang bapak : oo..ade kuih koci..kene beli nih
aku : (adess...banyak nye)
sang bapak menghulurkan tgn kepada penjual tanpe berkate ape2. penjual konpius sambil tersengih2..'nak karipap ke?'...sang bapak diam...penjual hampir menangis sambil bertanye lagi 'nak kuih ni ke?'
sang bapak : nak plastik laa!!!!
aku : (abes la...die dah buat gengster die kat sini)
sang bapak : ko nk kuih ape?
aku : nak kuih seri muke ni...tp xmo banyak..nak 2 je
sang bapak : ko xreti bace signboard ke?? kan die tulih sini 5 keping 2 hengget, kene la bli 5!!!
aku : (adesss)

1 menet kendian

kami berada di pertengahan jalan..antara gerai nasik tomato dan nasik beriani
sang bapak : nak nasik ape?
aku : nasik tomato la..smlm da mkn nasik beriani
sang bapak : ok..(sambil menuju ke gerai nasik tomato..tibe2 pusing balik & lantas berdiri kat sebelah periuk nasik beriani...ambik bau sikit)
aku : ni nasik beriani papa..
sang bapak : tula...bau die menarik.
aku : okla..xkesah la nasik ape pon
sang bapak : aa..kasi saye nasik beriani 4. korang makan la..paap dah makan nasik beriani smlm
aku : (apekah???...smlm aku pon makan nasik beriani dgn die..kalo tau die xmo makan aku amik nasik tomato)

2 menet kendian

gerai laksa
sang bapak : (berdiri sebelah periuk kuih laksa...amik bau)..aaa...sedap je bau ni. kasi saye laksa 2.
aku : (apehal penjual ni gelak2, bapak aku nk bli laksa ko pun mujur..)

xsampai semenet..kami berada di antara gerai yong tau fu dan rojak singapura
sang bapak : nak yg mane?
aku : x payah la papa..dah banyak dah ni.kang x abes
sang bapak : (pura2 buat xdgr ape aku ckp)..cepatla..nk yg mane ni?
aku : rojak singapura la..nmpk mcm menarik (cepatnye aku mengubah fikiran)
sang bapak : okay
sementare menunggu penjual memotong isi2 rojak tuh ade sorang minah ni nk amik pengepit..betul2 dpn sang bapak. die dgn tersengih2 dok hulur tgn...sang bapak buat keras je xmo gerak. aku pon cuit sang bapak..ade la die begerak seinci je..hoho...tp berjaye jugak la minah tuh amik pengepit. menurut sang bapak "sape suruh x cakap..dok tesengih2 je"

5 menet kendian

kami sampai di gerai air soya panas
aku : nak air soya
sang bapak : aa..ambikla

x lame lepas tu sang bapak pon berenti berjalan dan memandang ke arah gerai2
sang bapak : nak ape lagi?
aku : x nk dah..dah byk dah ni (ayat stendet aku..sebenanye aku dok usya murtabak)
sang bapak : okla...kite balik

sebenanye aku sgt enjoy pegi pasar ramadhan dgn ayah aku even kitorang ni dah besar & jadi mak org dah pon coz ayah aku still treat kitorang mcm budak kecik lg. nmpk je kitorang usya pape misti die nk belikan. ayah aku mmg pemurah dgn makanan...tp kdg2 tu sampai membazir la pulak.cane pon...looking forward for next visit to pasar ramadhan with him again..love you papa!! (i know he's not reading this blog)

selamat berpuase

2010-08-12T11:20:00.002+08:00

sempena ramadhan ni kemungkinan blog ni pon akan 'berpuase' jugak disebabkan kesibukan penulis dgn kerja2 pejabat, urusan2 duniawi & urusah ukhrawi.

penulis juga sedang berlatih untuk menahan perasaan ingin mengumpat, mengutuk, menonton melodi, mengunjungi blog2 hiburan & gosip & pembaziran wang di tahap maksimum.

semoga tahun ni lebih baik drp tahun2 sebelumnye, & to all breastfeeding mothers..tahniah!

wassalam

hobi baru saya

2010-08-05T12:44:00.004+08:00

effective date : 9th May 2010

materials : a handbook - seam to me + a singer sewing machine

recent projects : lots of curtain alteration to desired length, pishimen's cushion cover, my mum's tablecloth

upcoming projects : top secret - still trying to find the right timing

skill level : intermediate

since that i'll be hooked up with my new hobby so i will have to find more time to blog as well. harusla mempamerkan hasil2 kegigihan & kerajinan. not forget to mention that the sewing machine is my 28th b'day present from inche' riki...yeayy...& looks like i have to sew something for him la..

ada apa dengan....?

2010-08-04T14:00:00.002+08:00

1. [bahasa]

"...setiap org Islam diwajibkan belajar bahasa Arab dan semudah2 bahasa Arab adalah Al-Fatihah..."

maka jgnlah malu atau segan kalau dlm SPM Bahasa Arab kite dpt A1 tp Bahasa Inggeris kite F9. ini adalah petanda yg kite lebih mengejar akhirat drp dunia, dan banggalah sebab kite dah reti nk bertutur bahasa syurga yg kekal abadi sampai bile2. Plus, bile bace Al-Quran, korang da tau ape makne ayat2 yg korang bace tanpe memerlukan bantuan Tafsir atau Quran Digital pastuh korang buat tafsiran sendiri. dlm kes2 mentafsir ni elok kalau kite rujuk kat org2 yg berpengetahuan.

2. [claim]

"...setiap wang tuntutan kerja lebih masa atau tuntutan perjalanan yang berlebihan walaupun satu sen, dan diberi makan kepada anak dan isteri maka ada terdapat kedegilan dlm diri anak dan isteri kamu.."

maka jgnlah sekali2 nk tipu mase isi claim form tuh & nk tambah2 mileage utk mengelakkan makan duit haram. dan janganlah pulak nk kurangkan claim org lain kalo korang sendiri pon xtau brape mileage org tu (ahh..org2 opis aku misti tau punye). kalau agak2 x sure bape kilometer baik toksah claim langsung(macam aku). kalau rase2 nk claim jugak, tolak la duit tol ke parking ke (macam aku). walaupun nmpk macam berlagak byk duit, kaye, belagak tp biarlah org nk kate ape pon..janji Tuhan tau niat korang. korang lg risau termakan duit haram & anak2 jadi degil bile makan duit 60sen extra (1km = 60 sen) mase korang claim tu.

3. [kata-kata]

"...Islam menentang konsep ““freedom of speech”…, Nabi suruh kita jaga lidah, dan cakap benda penting sahaja, dan jangan lukakan hati orang lain..."

maka agak penting utk menjaga mulut & xsound org depan2 die & dpn org lain jugak..perkara yg boleh mengaibkan die. terutama tentang fizikal..(byk isu2 yg sensitif). kalau rase xpenting, toksah cakap. kalo rase xde kelayakan, toksah nk nasihat sebab kalau dah menyusahkan org lain, nnt org lain tu bedose pulak sbb ngumpat korang. begitulah seterus nye. xkesahlah utk politik ke keamanan ke kemakmuran ke...kerana mulut badan binasa..yg binasa tu adelah badan manusia & kadang2 binatang & kadang2 tu badan beruniform.

*quotes from Tanyalah Ustaz & keretamayat.blogspot.

makan malam bersama

2010-07-30T17:13:00.006+08:00

last sunday uncle jul ajak kami 3 beranak dinner same2...mcm ade instinct je mamat nih coz 2 hours b4 that aku saje je tnye kat inche' riki "x de sape2 ke nk ajak kite dinner mlm ni?'" & dlm kepala aku mmg xde org lain la..kalo x jul misti sam (ni jela kawan2 bujang kitorang)

we went to Murni Discovery USJ. it was raining & we struggled to get the nearest parking & jul dgn skil parking nye yg tersendiri dah tergesel tayar harrier tokey kedai stimbot. pekerja2 tokey tersebut nampak kejadian tu & bersubahat utk merahsiakan perkara ni...tp kalau kat akhirat nnt misti kene jawab jugak.

okay, back to Murni...org punye la ramai...we are lucky to get a table. tu pon kat tepi2 pintu & bontot jul pon dah basah kene air hujan yg terpercik. bepuluh2 org lagi dgn penuh kesabaran dlm berhujan tunggu meja kosong utk makan kat situ.

*idaman muda mudi masa kini*

menu pertama yg sampai adelah roti scramble - yg dioder khas utk pishimen. ia adelah sgt unik & aku pon takjub jugak la tgk. roti canai nye mmg aku yakin roti canai segera & digulung & kat dlm tu la yg ade inti scramble minced meet ke corned beef kot, campur telur & ade la hotdog. atas gulungan roti tuh die conteng2 dgn mayonis. pishimen mkn suku roti je (roti..bukan inti). inche' riki & jul dah belasah roti tu sampai abes & kesudahannye bile nasik goreng napoleon jul sampai, pishimen pon rembat french fries die.. (padan muke, pau sgt makanan ank aku). inche' riki oder steak..sampai lambat drp aku nye lamb chop tp die buat keras je xmo tolong pegangkan ank. bile lamb chop aku sampai tuh...terus kecur air liur. grilled to perfection...ade limpahan lemak2..uishh..mmg sedap dan mengobeskan. sauce biase je, black pepper die very light, just nice. pishimen pau aku nye french fries pulak. disebabkan terlalu xtahan nk mengorbankan daging2 tu aku pon sound kat inche' riki "tolong la pegang ank jap, abg nye makanan x sampai lagi". inche' riki ambik mase yg lame utk menjawab & die pon hulur tgn tp x sepenuh hati (lengannye masih dikepitkan di ketiak). elok2 je aku hulur pishimen kat die, steak die pon sampai...tp aku meneruskan jugak perjuangan sampai kepingan daging2 td tu lesap bersame lemak2nye (sekarang aku dah bertaubat).

we will definitely come again but maybe to Murni SS2 coz sane lagi comfy & x crowded sgt. but the food quality more or less the same je.

new crib

2010-07-26T10:44:00.014+08:00

my parents have moved completely to their new crib @ seksyen 7 shah alam - near to my workplace & that means free lunch..yeay!!

pishimen have been enjoying helping, cleaning & messing the house a lot since a month ago. he would stay late just as we do & enjoying the live band music from nearby Intekma Resort.

here are some pics to enjoy :

old pics

2010-07-21T14:25:00.005+08:00

haven't updated for almost 3 weeks...been busy with my brother in law's wedding (buat2 sibuk pon ye jugak). got a lot of pics in mind to upload...but just have to wait until i've settled down with things (lots of things).

my parents have moved to their new house @ shah alam (finally)...so been busy helping them also..(buat2 sibuk jugak, inche' riki yg bekerja keras sebenanye)..while kemas2 my old things that have been moved to the new house, i found my old pics in few CDs...ohh..gamba2 lame mmg mengimbau nostalgia terutama sekali bila badan masih maintain, xmacam skarang ni..huwaa..

ini adelah nostalgia ketika masih aktif dlm bidang martial arts kt UKM (sungguh rindu zaman itu - tgk..aku sorang je atlit pompuan yg menang..huhu..)..sekarang otot2 yg terbina zmn dlu2 tuh dah betukar jd lemak tepu

ketika didalam outfit kura2

rindunye kat dewan nih...

begitu ler sedikit sebanyak gamba2 yg sempat diselamatkan. ni pon mase game mase aku 3rd year. mase 1st year dlu inche' riki ade dtg ambik gamba tp mane tah pegi gamba tuh..mase tu aku masuk silat seni..ni gamba mase silat olahrage. Alfatihah kepada arwah Kak Ayu yang satu mase dlu pernah jd mentor aku..semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat..Aminn.

surprises...surprises...

2010-06-29T17:33:00.004+08:00

a samsung monte on last wednesday...

a bouquet of flowers & chocs on last thursday...

the next day he's away up till today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s : inche' riki jgn outstation lame2 lagi..sian kat ank, rindu

riang ria di taman

2010-06-28T18:07:00.006+08:00

pishimen loves exploring...

....by doing things backward

late nite entertainment

2010-06-22T00:20:00.004+08:00

i'm still up, folding clothes yg dah semggu xberlipat

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he struggled to keep his eyes opened!!! kelaka btol mcm zaman2 tido dlm kelas dlu..tau2 je dah tesengguk. well, he's got the genes kan??

sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga

2010-06-21T17:44:00.004+08:00

2 days ago pishimen patahkan my 1 & only MAC lipstick...
since 2 days ago i didn't apply any lipstick...
as i can't afford 1 now

today I couldn't see any light coming out from my phone
i had difficulties typing sms in the dark
i can't think of buying new phone
as i can't afford 1 now

huwaa.....xsuke la ujung bulan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

all about pishi

2010-06-09T11:11:00.026+08:00

gabungan james & rodeo...yeayy

raksaksa dah dtg menyerang..

kete rodeo yg byk lampu2

ni kawan thomas...james

own workstation 1

own workstation 2

own workstation 3

during visit to sara's house last sunday

slimming regime 1

slimming regime 2

ni rupe kalo bgn tido mood baik

ni rupe kalo bgn tido mood x baik

ada attitude...while watching showdown

new gear...ipanema jugak (mcm ibu)

kita berdua...

....minum bersama

i'm independent now..can eat on my own

i'm addicted to tupperwares

ibu..i'm working (pinjam netbook ibu)

still working...

digging in sara's b'day cake

sara & her b'day cupcake leftovers

his fav seat

*for some reasons..i love to :

1. watch him while he sleeps...nape muke baby kalo tido sgt tenang. kalo die tido rase nk suruh bgn.kalo die dah bgn & mengganas rase nk soh tido balik

2. suke bau mulut die...bau mulut baby mmg best lg2 kalo baru bgn tido..haha. skang pishimen dah ade gigi so rajin la die nk gosok gigi dgn ubat gigi perisa oren

3. suke nyakat kasi nangis (tu mmg sipat semulajadi)

4. suke dgr die gelak.. even if he's faking it

June updates

2010-06-09T09:50:00.003+08:00

lame x apdet blog...(lame excuse) due to my buzy+ness & malas+ness bile pikir nk kene taip panjang2 & nk kene tggu lame bile nk upload gamba. since today x busy langsung at work (coz colleague yg best2 sume cuti) & boring sbb senyap sgt so i think it's better to update my blog here..hahaha

1. last month (16/5) i lost my aunty due to her battle with cancer (the one i mentioned in my post on mother's day).... it was very shocking coz the day before she showed a lot of progress by starting to accept food (which is milk)& the next day all her vital organs are totally not functioning & at last her family decided to end the life support. It was the day when my mom asked me to join her visit my aunty at HKL but i decided to stay at home - sleeping (rase sgt terkilan & kejam - Ernie, u know what i meant)....frens, Al-Fatihah.

2. inche' riki went outstation for a week...huhu..sad. but, eventhough i didn't own any BB but i'm still proud of my phone. throughout the week we've been utilizing our 3G application for video calls...lots of it. pishimen missed his ayah so very much so each time i showed him the screen he will like usap2 the screen & kiss his ayah on the phone screen - sungguh mengharukan & full of drama. until now whenever he heard my phone rings, he will help to get my phone & stare at the screen, in case any familiar faces are there.

3. pishimen's new development : sangat2 banyak & membanggakan. eventhough his words are restricted tu only ayah (inche' riki), bu (me), nak, & nanak (taknak) - others are purely baby talk but he could understand what have been said to him, e.g :

tak boleh
bukak seluar
bukak baju
minum, air minum mane?
remote mane?
tutup pintu
baring sini
sleep
telefon ibu mane?
sayang ibu...(he will come running & kiss me...so sweet)
xnak kawan..
nnt ibu jentik (terus geleng kepala)

he's also good in throwing tantrums. the worst i saw was last monday when he insisted to eat his own apple (xbrani nk kasi die pegang sendiri takut tecekik). he was so angry with me & went berguling atas carpet & crying out loud, pegi blkg langsir & menjerit kat situ, ketuk2 pintu sbb geram & beguling balik atas karpet...my god..i was like shocked & can't decide how to react. i just simply said to him 'ibu malas nk layan farish nangis...ibu nak masak. xnk kawan'....as soon as he heard xnk kawan..he stopped crying & followed me to the kitchen. tarik2 my seluar & said 'nak..nak..' i said xnak kawan once more & he was frustrated. he walked back to the living room & baring on his big cushion in front of the tv. feeling sangat kejam coz budak to kecik lagi then i quickly picked him up & kissed him until he start smiling again.

4. my ganti puasa project is not going well as i thought. i need to utilize this month & next month to get it completed. yesterday i started back my project & it was very tiring. luckily inche' riki balik awal & raced to the kitchen & cooked buka puase meals for me. sgt sedap once in a while kalau suami dpt masak utk kite lagi2 kalau suami kite tu pandai masak..haha.

got loads of pics to upload - all about pishimen. maybe in next post

uncle sam really loves pishimen kan???

2010-05-20T15:57:00.004+08:00

*bukti kasih sayang uncle sam walaupon ke Makati*

p/s : uncle jul syg pishimen x??

Allah, The Most Merciful

2010-05-20T13:47:00.002+08:00

*from a colleague; via email :

“The merciful are shown mercy by the All-Merciful. Have mercy to those on earth, and the Lord of the Heavens will have mercy upon you.”
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: «الراحمون يرحمهم الرحمن، ارحموا من في الأرض يرحمكم من في السماء

(Abu Dawud & Tirmidhi)

The sweetness of Al-Fatiha

As we discussed before, Al-Fatiha is a conversation between us and Allah subhana wa ta’ala (Glory be unto Him). It is perhaps when reciting this surah (chapter) that we should have the most khushoo’ (concentration) because we have been told that Allah (swt) responds. What usually happens though is that Surat al-Fatiha is the surah that we have least khushoo’ in because we repeat it so frequently, and this should change.

If we look at the order of the words in this surah, we ask ourselves: why did Allah (swt) follow the first ayah (verse) “[All] praise is [due] to Allah, Lord of the worlds” with Ar-Rahman, Ar-Raheem “The Entirely Merciful, The Especially Merciful”? Ibn Uthaymeen stated that this is because Allah’s Lordship is based on mercy. When we read that He is the Lord of the worlds, a natural question comes up- what kind of Lord is He? He answers us in the following ayah:

“The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful” (Qur’an 1:3).

The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful
Many people who read Surat al-Fatiha will not know the difference between Ar-Rahman and Ar-Raheem. It is usually translated as “The Beneficent, the Most Merciful,” but most people who read that do not know the difference. A better translation would be “The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful.”

Amr Khaled, a famous lecturer from Egypt, explained the difference in the following way:

Ar-Rahman (The Entirely Merciful) is when Allah bestows His mercy upon all the creatures in this universe. Allah says:

“Say, “Who can protect you at night or by day from the Most Merciful?” But they are, from the remembrance of their Lord, turning away” (Qur’an 21:42).

However, Ar-Raheem (The Especially Merciful) is when Allah bestows His special mercy upon the believers only. For example, eating and drinking is a general mercy, while worshiping Allah in Ramadan is a special one.

And why did Allah follow Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem with “Sovereign of the Day of Recompense”? If it had been the other way around, our hearts would fill with dread. We would read that Allah is the Lord, and then that He will judge us on the Day of Judgment, knowing very well our own spiritual state. Yet the All-Merciful tells us of His attributes of mercy first, so that we fill with hope and not dread. The All-Merciful is the Sovereign on that day.

Glimpses of Mercy

Look at what the Prophet (ﷺ) said about Allah’s mercy:

Narrated ‘Umar bin Al-Khattab (may Allah be pleased with him): “Some Sabi (i.e. war prisoners, children and women only) were brought before the Prophet (ﷺ) and behold, there was a woman amongst them whom whenever she found a child captive, she took it over her chest and nursed it (she had lost her child but later she found him) the Prophet (ﷺ) said to us, ‘Do you think that this lady can throw her son in the fire?’ We replied, ‘No, if she has the power not to throw the baby (in the fire).’ The Prophet (ﷺ) then said, ‘Allah (swt) is more merciful to His slaves than this lady to her son.’” (Bukhari)

So we have immense hope in Allah’s forgiveness, forbearance, and mercy on the Day of Judgment. Yet we too have to work and remember that Allah has said:

“But indeed, I am the Perpetual Forgiver of whoever repents and believes and does righteousness and then continues in guidance” (Qur’an 20:82).

Will we be of the people whom Allah (swt) bestows His mercy on? We hope so, insha’Allah (if Allah wills), and that is why we must work- to show that we indeed want it.

Do you remember the secret key? Speak to Allah (swt). When you recite Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem, remember that Allah (swt) responds with “My servant has extolled me.” Let your heart soften with the knowledge that you are having an intimate conversation with the One who is the Most-Merciful to you.

reality bites

2010-05-15T18:37:00.004+08:00

1. on pyramid scheme a.k.a MLM - got this from one of my favorite blogs. tot it would be nice if i could share it wif u

*piramid itu firaun yg punya...
*harta yg byk itu qarun yg punya...
*dan kedua2 nya masuk neraka

p/s : tepuk dada tanya selera...jgn jadi hamba duit & dunia

2. on sabar

we went for a dinner date wif jul @ piza uno. the conversation goes :

pishimen : nak, nak,...(nangis2, jerit2 sket...cube utk jd menjengkelkan)

selipa oren : (meninggikan suara kunun2 utk membuat pishimen rase gerun)

jul : haa...x sabar btol. same macam mak nye (ayat ni ditujukan utk pishimen)

selipa oren : jul, kalo aku ni sabar, ape je yg aku dpt? cube ko ckp kat aku...org saba dpt ape???

jul : IMAN!!...(dgn gaye islamik & cube memerli aku sebagai studen skolah agama)

selipa oren : ni aku dah dpt IMAN..ni ha farish iman

jul : (ternganga & kagum dgn kebijaksanaan selipa oren buat seketika...)

inche' riki : (selaku pengadil..senyum je sbb biasenye die xkuase nk masuk campo kalo ade pertarungan antare selipa oren dgn jul)

*jul claimed that he's the stylist

p/s : ucapan takziah kepada jul atas pemergian laptopnye yg dibiarkan tanpe belas kasihan atas passenger's seat dlm kete nye semase kami mkn mlm semase berlakunye perbualan di atas. tingkap keretanye dipecahkan oleh pencopet lantas mengambil beg laptopnye. jul tidak keruan lalu memakai selipa lain sebelah ke balai pulis & selipa tersebut bukan berwarna oren

make it picturesque!

2010-05-15T09:44:00.014+08:00

it's mom's b'day & mother's day

mom is very proud of her new BB (BraunBuffel je bukan BlackBerry)

i tot i'd be a good model for her new BB...watch me in pink mom!

very comfy on my shoulder mom

can put lot if things in here mom..my diapers too!

i can sling it as well

checking...checking..

can i keep it mom?

it's dad's plan to bring mom to TGIF for a late lunch

it's dad's treat this time

me & mom are eating for free. i choose this one!

mom said it's her off day so i have to kemas my stuffs & put them in my new tiger box

after a hard day's work...

this mother's day

2010-05-08T17:09:00.006+08:00

alhamdulillah this year once again i had the chance to celebrate mother's day with my mom as a daughter & with my son as a mother!! just now, while blogging pishimen was asleep for the past 2 hours, he suddenly reached out his hands to hug me & continue to sleep...(i'm deeply touched)

p/s : yesterday we all penat sgt coz pegi cuci umah baru my parents & pishimen was very tired as die dah tawaf the whole rumah sampai die pengsan & becakap2 dlm tido.

i do know one person who will be very very very sad celebrating mother's day with her mother in a deep coma. she is a second cousin of mine and her mother have been in coma since last week. relatively, her mother is my mum's cousin but we are very close to each other as we live nearby & i sent pishimen to her nursery. it was very devastating knowing her battling with her brain tumor & had a series of surgery since last march, after she attended my sis's wedding.

knowing her, she's very calm, energetic, warm, bubbly and never fails to visit my mum whenever she passed by. she's also very active in outdoor activities and a black belt holder in taekwondo. Last week we visited her at the neurosurgery ICU,HKL. there are only 5 beds in there & each patient are allowed to have 2 patients at one time. the visiting time is very limited & we could only spend at least 2-3 minutes in there with her. before my turn, i could see her daughter from beyond the door talking & lying her head beside her mother. she had tears from the moment she entered the room until she leaves the room. i saw her father hugged her & they both cried. my god...i was about to burst into tears but i told myself to hold on first. then, it's me & my sis's turn to enter the room. my sis went in first & i followed her behind. my sis started talking while holding her hands when i stepped in. as i lay my eyes on her, i couldn't help myself but to burst into tears...i sobbed while reciting Al-Fatihah to her. i have a few words with her & i saw tears coming out from her eyes. she heard us....Subhanallah!!!....i kissed her cheek & wave her goodbye (i forgot that she can't see me)

guys, things in ICU are so not the same as what we saw in tv. this is my first experience & hopefully i wouldn't need to visit anyone in ICU anymore after this. as for today, my aunt is recovering & not 100% depending on the machine anymore.

back to my mother's day story..as i'm having a double celebration with my b'day..haha...things are great. i'll update my b'day news on the next entry with all the pics kay!

happy mother's day to all mommies out there! muahhsss

i love surprises..

2010-05-04T13:16:00.006+08:00

i love surprises when it comes to real surprises such as presents...money...hahaha..surprise yg lain x suke kay...(tibe2 nk dtg tido umah x bagitau sejam lebih awal, tibe2 nk pinjam kete la hape bagai, tibe2 nk ni, nk tu..grrr...)

yesterday, having lunch with my parents @ pavillion. of course pishimen & inche' riki ikut skali..after that we went to Braun Buffel as my dad wanted to buy a b'day gift for my sis (bday da lepas, on 2nd may). my dad have signed up as a member with Braun Buffel so every purchase he will be entitled for 10% discount. as we were choosing the bags for my sis, a very nice one...tibe2 my dad told me..'choose one for your b'day as well'...owh...begitu terharu skali & i answered in my most angelic tone 'xpayah la..dah banyak handbag'..my mom can't stand my stupid answer & dengan pantas nye menjawab 'bodoh kau ni org dah offer amik je la'..dan dengan pantasnye i pointed to the bag yg mmg dok usya drp tadi. not as big as my sis but really nice, saya suka!!!

as we were waiting for the bags to be packed in boxes, pishimen acted a bit cranky..he was very happy running here & there but when he started to grab the items on display & we were trying to stop them he started to throw his tantrum at us. he shouted & cried to the top of his lungs (owh, malunye berkelakuan begitu di shoping komplex org kaye2)...i can't stand it so i gave him a small pinch on his hand (aku bukan ibu yg kejam!). after that we went straight to the car & as soon as the air cond was on, he fell asleep (nk tido rupenye...sia2 je kene cubit).

and as for the surprise, inche' riki also surprises me with a gift box from Estee...(aku amat perlukan perfume kini)...ok, xde la surprise sgt coz i chose it myself but surprise coz die yg nk baya..it's a pre-b'day gift as i'm expecting something bigger for my real b'day present, kan bang???

kotak2 yg hanye boleh dibukak after mother's day nnt

here comes the monster

make me a supermodel

2010-05-01T10:16:00.005+08:00

this is my new obsession 'IPANEMA GISELE BUNDCHEN - LIMITED EDITION'..bukan susah pon nk jd supermodel kan???

last nite was my first shopping therapy...& i'm loving it!!! at first planning to buy new perfume as my estee lauder is getting lesser & lesser + pishimen dah reti nk picit2 botol tu. jalan..jalan...jalan...sampai kat RSH & come across these lovely collections of sandals & flip-flops...(yummy...slurpppp)...terus masuk & try2. mule2 nk amik flip flop inspired by sea shells yg kaler fink tp bile pusing blkg je ade byk lg design. inche' riki nmpk yg mcm dlm pic kat atas tuh so die ckp 'yg ni cantik, x tipu'..so bile dah suami ckp cenggitu i quickly find my size & put it on the counter. yg bestnye lg dpt this free shopping bag..hehe...amat seswai utk hari sabtu bersoping

with gisele bundchen's name on it, bangge kan???

hehe...and as for pishimen pulak, skarang ni die xleh tgk beg2 yg bertali..misti nk sangkut kat leher...tasbih ke rantai ke..sume nye sangkut kat leher..

aksi2 sangkut & xreti kuarkan balik..keadaan sekeliling mmg bersepah sbb budak ni dah pandai nk punggah2 brg.

jd kawan2....bole consider utk bli ipanema pulak. sememangnye aku mmg gile limited edition!!!!

come what may...

2010-04-26T00:45:00.003+08:00

may is just around the corner & this whole month i'm battling with pishimen's health. last week we stranded ourselves again as pishimen hospitalized for 4 days. and this time the temperature is even higher than the previous. and again i caught myself with the worst coughing & sore throat ever...& a bit of flunessess...(x suke flu). luckily, during my coughing days inche' riki have been very2 nice to make me his own cough remedy which is : honey + lime + lots of love = no more cough!!

at the same time i'm juggling with my workload..since discharged from hospital, i'm working like almost 8 (normal office hours) + 3 (maximum overtime for a day) + 3 (working from home) in a day. even saturday & sunday my team had to come back to work, which i really appreciate it...so very much. i'm making myself available as well to pishimen but i really feel like i don't have that much energy left. my shopping therapy was far from real..haven't have the time yet, even for online shopping (this is soooo not me). i'm not having enough 6 hours sleep, i didn't even pick up my lens that i've ordered from the shop just 2 minutes drive from my office (mcm busy sgt je bunyinye), haven't done mopping with the new floor cleaner that i can't wait to see the effect on my floor..my-to-do list is getting longer & maybe i should cancel half of it.

may is approaching & it reminds me to a lot of things :

1. it's almost half of a year, have i reached half of my kpi?? not my working kpi, but my daily life kpi + i have my own kpi...haha..kecoh je minah nih. as far as i know, i still didn't reach my kpi yet...

2. it's my birth month..meaning i'm getting older (sad)..syukur to Allah as i'm still alive

3. i need to go somewhere..a gateaway from work..a holiday maybe...other than just 'balik kampung' (boring asik pegi tempat same, ok)

4. save money..spend money...save money...spend money...

5. continue my studies

6. to make pishimen at least a kg heavier (huhu)

7. to make myself lose some kg(s)...haha ;)

ape yg penting?? kerjaaaasame!!!

2010-04-12T23:43:00.007+08:00

*gambar hiasan semata-mata*

sesungguhnye title di atas adelah message tone phone aku for the past 1 year plus (same umo dgn pishimen). tone tu xpenah2 dituka & same la dgn tone2 yg lain sbb aku dah jd xterer dah nk godek2 features tepon. pencapaian terhebat bile dpt gune aps dlm phone aku which is converter mase shoping kat bandung.

motif sebenar entry kali ni adelah utk post gamba terbaru pishimen :

*korang rase misteri x nape dlm ketiga2 gamba ni ade objek kecil yg berbaju hijau tu?*

actually these pictures were taken once we checked-in @ Gambang Resort City (ye kot). the 3 of us dpt family suite, so ade extra 1 room with 2 beds in our suite. pishimen agak2 berkelakuan jakun & mostly excited so die round satu bilik sampai die sendiri dah xtau die masih berpijak di bumi yg nyata ke tidak. that explains y die bole muncul dlm ketiga2 gamba di atas. ni sume bukan kejadian atau aktiviti paranormal & xperlu panggil uncle seekers utk selesaikan masalah ni. punce utama aku merepek mlm ni adelah sbb aku ade byk keje sgt kat ofis+byk deadline+sgt penat+sgt depressed+sgt tensed+ade pulak org xreti adab+sakit tekak+grrrr...

-sekian-

p/s : utk rakan2 opismet yg mengerti, "tolong bgtau kat die jgn ckp kurang ajar sangat ye..kalau boleh jgn tunjuk email yg i hantar tu kat org lain, bukannye i nk ajar u tp i rase i patut ajar u utk kite same2 selesaikan masalah ni"...demm!!!!

he's got the beat!

2010-04-11T19:34:00.002+08:00

bakat ! bakat !....saya ada bakat !

another weekend diaries...

2010-04-11T01:45:00.002+08:00

haven't blog for almost 3 weeks since pishimen was discharged from the hospital. been busy coping with :

1. pishimen - he's not fully recovered yet. up till early this week we took a day off from work as he keeps on getting fever & for the first time, diarrhoea. it was a normal viral infection & according to his doctor this is a normal phase of growing up...as long as it's not serious then it's okay. die da bole jalan laju sekarang..garang..kuat beleter..pandai mengusik..gigi pon dah nak masuk 4

2. work - keje mmg xpenah abes, kalo abes tepakse la cari keje lain pulak kan. lately mmg busy sgt even the whole last week selsema + batuk pon i can't afford to take leave, takut tak tersiap pulak keje..deadline sume dekat2.ni dah start sore throat balik..huhu. hopefully by next week dah bole keja sume deadline, Insya-Allah.

3. housework - mmg xtekejar nk buat keje umah. tugas2 rasmi basuh+jemur+angkat kain kat ampaian tu dipikul oleh inche' riki. i'm just the folding person coz i got my own criteria in folding clothes..haha..cerewet! nk nmpk cantik & neat bile susun dlm almari.mop lantai dah terbengkalai almost sebulan lebih. tp vacuum tu selalu la coz pishimen dok slalu main atas lantai, risau pulak kot die telan pape bendasing atas lantai+carpet nun

4. travelling - last week we went back to inche' riki's kampung to attend my nephew's cukur jambul ceremony. me + pishimen were not in our best condition & most of the time we just melepek in the room. pishimen's getting fever frequently & i was thinking that we shouldn't travel at the first place. but since this was considered a family occasion so..we've got no choice. yesterday we left fot Gambang Water Park, Kuantan to attend inche' riki's workplace's family day. kitorang menumpang saja & pishimen really enjoyed himself there. the room was big enough for 2 families but there's only 3 of us in there so pishimen apa lagi..org baru pandai bejalan, seronok sakan! this evening before heading home we brought him swimming in the pool...excited habis..even his parents pon dah lame xmain air. we bought him a big yellow pelampung but he didn't seem really enjoy wearing it..so it's us la yg kena jadi his float. mandi sampai sume nye kecut, baru puas ati nak balik. since ince' riki have to work (as a photographer) dari pagi sampai ptg so me & pishimen have to layan diri sendiri saja la..huhu

5. shopping - actual shopping haven't been done yet but my wishlist is getting longer. i really need a shopping session!!!! grrrr!!!!!

weekend diary

2010-03-28T09:00:00.009+08:00

this whole week was not a good week for our little family (inche' riki, me & pishimen). so, i'll just make it kind of a diary note coz i didn't have much time while waiting for the doctor to come.

22.3.2010
pishimen started coughing since dawn. inche' riki decided to take a day off to bring pishimen to see his paeds, dr. koshy. i went to work as usual as last week i've took two days off to take care of him. at around 10 am, inche' riki called & told me that pishimen's lung has already flooded with phlegm. he has to take nebulizers for an interval of 6 hours.

23.3.2010
inche' riki took another day off to take pishimen for his nebulizer session. eventhough i went to work as usual but i managed to take my time off to follow inche' riki for pishimen's neb session. pishimen behaved himself during the 4 sessions & became favorite among the nurses as according to them it's very hard for kids at his age to stood still during neb session..go pishimen!

24.3.2010 i was on MC. pishimen went to the nursery & seems very happy to see his friends there. at around 8pm, his temperature raised up to 38 degrees. after taking his med & putting on kool fever + playing session up to 3 hours non-stop...his temperature dropped to 36 degrees.

25.3.2010
pishimen's temperature raised up to 38.4 degrees at around 5 am. he can't sleep & crid the whole morning. we are getting ready to meet his paeds & as a preparation i've started packing for his clothes in case he's admitted. after a session with dr. koshy, pishimen was advised to be admitted so that his temperature & neb session can be monitored frequently. unfortunately, rooms are full & we have to wait till 5pm to get a room. i was entitled to a single bedded room but none are available,so we have to take 3 bedded room.

+tgn berbalut sbb kene inject antibiotik dlm blood stream trus...cpt sket sehat+ pishimen's diagnosis was : viral infection. according to his paeds, it's a condition almost the same as H1N1 attack, but a different strain/mutated virus genes.
that night he can't sleep well as he's not really comfortable of his own condition, 3 hours interval of neb session & as we're in 3 bedded room, it's quite a hassle there.

26.3.2010
pishimen wakes up quite early. after his paeds visited him, he went for a physio session. during physio session, his back was rubbed & a suction tube was put inside his throat so that the phlegms can come out easily. i was not allowed to enter the room during physio session but i cold hear his cry from outside the room..sgt sedih!..his neb session continues with an interval of 3 hours.

+lepas physio session yg sgt mengerikan+

i started to feel unwell - sore throat, coughing & flu...my god..cane nk jage ank nih kalo sendiri pon dah kong..

27.3.2010
at last! we managed to get single bedded room. pishimen was very happy crawling + walking around and yet, another physio session & 3 hours interval of nebs.he started to react positively towards his meds given & started to get his appetite back. the last 2 days he just drink plain water & breastmilk but today he started consuming biscuits, bread + formula. we also supported earth hour ok! hehe..last night pishimen slept well his neb session interval were adjusted to 4 hours interval.

+tuan besar+

+dah tau mask tu utk ape+

28.3.2010
waiting for dr.koshy telling us good news..fingers crossed!

*dr. verughese koshy is a consultant paediatrician @ demc, shah alam. he wrote lots of articles in magazines such as Mami & baby, Seri Dewi Keluarga, Ma&Pa, etc.. & guest panel for MHI, Breakfast @ 7, etc..

March blues

2010-03-19T13:28:00.006+08:00

this month is not really good for me in terms of health. i'm not getting full attendance to work due to sickness...this whole week pishimen is not feeling well too so early of the week i had to take EL to take care of him. most probably he got the sickness from me as well..sian die. ni la first time pishimen selsema, die blom penah lg selsema before this. demam pon on and off je, pastuh last 2 days dah stat batuk. tp pishimen is still active as usual but sometimes die feel uneasy from the blocked nose. bile xleh tido malam mule la kejut sumorang ajak sembang...grr...bape malam dah ibu die xleh nk tido lena nih.

kitorang saspek yg kedemaman kali ni adelah disebabkan die nk bejalan & becakap. skang dah laju bejalan sane sini & on the way die ke sane sini sempat jugak die usik brg2 yg berada di sepanjang laluan die. maka adalah sgt penat utk kemas balik brg2 yg disepahkan. bab becakap pulak mmg xdpt dipastikan bahasa apa yg jd keutamaan die skang tp nampaknye die dah paham arahan yg diberikan contohnye :

"farish, mane mate? idung? lidah?"

"ayah mane?"

"sleep"

"simpan balik mainan tu"

"no"

cume dua ayat ni je yg buat die xmakan saman :

"farish, jgn usik"

"don't touch"

mane die tau 2 ayat ni same makne? most of the time bile ayat ni digunekan suare harus la bernada tinggi dan berbunyi macam nk marah. kadang2 disertai dgn sedikit hadiah cubitan manja kt tgn die.

anyway, pishimen cepat la sihat kay!

tido bebungkus

kunjungan ke klinik yg byk mainan

biase ni menguap xtutup mulut

kunu2 ngantuk

it has been...

2010-03-14T23:02:00.008+08:00

2 years since we're officially roommates..

3 years since we're engaged

9 years since we're a couple

11 years since we're celebrating our final year as classmates

IT'S OUR 2nd ANNIVERSARY TODAY...YEAYYY...

Priceless..

2010-03-14T22:31:00.011+08:00

been super duper busy lately + having cough & flu for the whole last week, i'm taking my days off from blogging. This entry basically dedicated to everdearest inche' riki for his priceless photoshoots during my lil sis's wedding function end of last month. he's really good with the shots, as an amateur there are still areas need to be improved & he's looking forward for a new camera actually..haha..& i kept made him spend his savings on me..(jahat btol)...

i will be posting some of the shots here but you can see the whole album at my picasa album here..please mind my pics without any glamoruos make ups as i didn't have time for that & i'm wearing my spectacles (they made me look older). so guys..enjoy browsing!!

man of the day

AJK masjid yg setia

classic..

pishimen's guardian angel

pelamin hikmat

east & west

yg ni mmg priceless

xpenah jmpe mag ni kt kedai

menantu pilihan....

2010-03-06T01:18:00.002+08:00

yaa....ni la contoh ciri2 menantu pilihan mak mertua :

1. jln x jejak bumi
2. pakai tudung tutup satu muke, nmpk mate je

night @ i-city

2010-03-05T22:54:00.005+08:00

gamba yg dicilok dr blog org lain

just came back from i-city, since pishimen was not in his best mood (mengamuk sambil melentik2 kan badan) we brought him 'jalan jalan tengok lampu' near ibu's workplace. this is the 2nd time we went there & i didn't snap any picture of the infamous lights there. since ramai gile org dok amik gamba kat situ so i didn't have the feeling to snap any pics there (bole cilok gamba org lain je). it's a fun place to be coz org ramai sgt kat situ, sume2 pon nk amik gamba so me & ince' riki got a lot of activities to be done there such as :

* interfrem kat blkg bile ade org dah posing nk amik gamba dgn muke pure2 xtau
* kritik aksi2 makcik & pakcik nk begambar dgn panda & binatang2 lain yg lip lap2 kat situ
* seronok dgr soalan2 yg budak kecik tnye kat mak dorang pasal lampu2 yg ade kat situ. contoh :

BUDAK : misti susah kan mak nak buat lampu2 camni?
MAK BUDAK : isk, xsusah..kalau tau cara misti boleh buat
BUDAK : dorang buat macamana ni mak..misti die kene lukis atas kertas banyak2 kali baru boleh buat kan?

(pastuh aku xsanggup lg nk dgr pendapat budak & mak budak nih...)

on the way back, pishimen hugged me tight & i thought he must be very2 sleepy & tired & it's true...he slept all the way back to our house & he's still sleeping right beside me while i'm blogging here. ok pishimen, next time kite dtg lagi ajak sumorang dtg skali, kite ambik gamba ramai2 misti seronok!!

close up

budak kecik yg kepenatan nangis dlm kete

wedding..wedding..wedding..

2010-02-22T14:50:00.009+08:00

there's a wedding coming around the corner..yeay!!..& it's my lil sis's wedding i'm talking about. clock is ticking, only 4 days to go for the ceremonies to be taken place. we're soooo busy for the preparations & today i got my blood pressure checked & it was low!!...maybe due to lack of sleep..pishimen too slalu kacau ibu tido. last weekend my siblings & my in law were at my house creating havoc (haha..yg tu pishimen & kakak sara yg buat), we're packing the door gifts...almost 90% finished..ade sikit je lagi nk buat. last night pishimen helped me to distribute to sweets to be packed for kids..pandai ank ibu tolong. mule2 die ikut arahan, lame2 die dah boring & start baling sweets tu merate2. teringat pulak time my wedding dlu kawan2 dtg tolong..huhu..amar, nanin, wanie & kawan2 yg dtg mase my wedding tuh...i terharu..auww!!! for kawan2 yg xdpt dtg, misti u all ade reason for not coming kan, so no hard feelings laa...

back to my sister's wedding, i would like to invite u all, if you all terhappen to be in KL on that day. the details are as follows :

i'm very excited for the wedding planner to install the pelamin as the pelamin that we chose is the that he won for the 'Kerja Kahwin' exhibition somewhere in 2008. he'll be doing the pelamins both at home & at PULAPOL. can't tell you more until the exact day of the wedding. pishimen & sara are the busiest person on earth for this wedding. sara kept asking her mak teh, 'mak teh nak kawen ke?'... i'll be taking leave for a few days as my house desperately need a spring cleaning, as well as my mom's...so until my next entry, enjoy the pics!

dapat upah makan kat sushi king..pau 'kerajaan' cukup2

keje kuat, bepeluh sakan sampai kene bukak baju

pencuci kipas

mat & minah kacau

wink

2010-02-19T11:18:00.005+08:00

ujian & peperiksaan

2010-02-16T05:41:00.002+08:00

sebagai peringatan utk diri saya sendiri & sesiapa yg terhappen nk bace...

sejak lahir
sebaik saja dilahirkan, dokter akan buat ujian (guthrie test) kat setiap baby yg fresh2 baru kuar drp perut ibunye. ni utk memastikan baby tu cukup sifat & sempurna. dan sebagai persediaan baby tu menghadapi dunia yg penuh dgn ujian ni, bapanya akan azankan die kalau die boy @ qamadkan kalau die girl. ujian & dugaan yg ibunye hadapi sepanjang die mengandung 9 bulan tu toksah ckp la..mmg macam2 & berbeza2 mengikut setiap org. & ujian & dugaan sepanjang tempoh berpantang pon mmg macam2,stress toksah cite la..yg penting iman kene kuat. syaitan mmg senang nk goda time tu sbb mase tuh tgh dlm nifas so ujian nye mmg besar.

dah besar sket, tp blom masuk skolah lg..
time ni mmg tgh seronok nak main...ujian akan mule dtg bile maknye dah mengandung..nk dpt adik. time ni mak nye dah xlarat nk layan kerenah budak tuh sbb dok mabuk2 pregnen. bile adik nye dah lahir ujian nye makin berat sbb mak dah xlayan langsung budak tuh sbb dok konsentret kat baby yg baru lahir pulak. tp as budak kecik yg masih suci lagi, xde dose..dorang rilek je. ujian tu dorang bole terima & kebanyakan budak akan bawak diri masing2..layan main sorang2 & dorang pandai nk cari kawan or paling bagus kalo die bole ngam dgn adik die tuh.

dah masuk skolah
time ni budak tu dah bole kenal erti sebenar ujian & peperiksaan dlm bentuk fizikal..sume soalan2 akan duduk atas kertas. mase ni la nk pulun stadi, mintak mak dgn ayahnye belikan buku rujukan (tu pon cikgu yg rekemen soh beli), kalo exam dah dekat nk kene beli pensel HB (kalo skolah rendah) & 2B (kalo skolah menengah)..pemadam..sharpener..pecilbox kalo bole nk yg paling latest..kalo dpt keputusan best silap2 bole wat iklan pensel. mak ayahnye pulak keje overtaim dr ayam berkokok sampai terbenam matahari sbb nk kumpul duit nk anta ank pegi tusyen..kalo bole yg paling glemer kat pekan tuh, sbb kalo org tnye anta ank tusyen kat mane xdela malu sgt nk cite..bole sebut name tempat tusyen tu dlm keadaan hidung kembang kempis & sesuai dgn status jawatan yg dipegang skarang ni. kene pulak kalo anak tu cakap omputih beterabur...pergh..makin bangge la mak ayah budak tuh..xsia2 abes duit beribu anta tusyen skali dgn ank2 org kaye yg sume terer 'spiking'.dlm pada kesibukan budak tuh pegi tusyen siang malam utk score dlm exam yg skolah & kementerian dah tetapkan nih, kat mane kedudukan kelas mengaji al-quran & sekolah agama harian sbb kelas mengaji al-quran xde exam...xde tusyen...sekolah agama pulak ajar bahasa arab..bahasa syurga. tp kalo 'spiking' bahasa arab xde la seglemer mane sgt kalo nk dibandingkan dgn inglish yg beterabur tuh...

dgn pelaburan duit mak ayah yg byk & beribu2 tuh, mmg tidak syak lagi dorang harapkan yg terbaik drp budak tuh. sejak darjah 1 lgi kalo bole nk tgk hurup A je dlm repot kad. tp ape akan jadi kalo budak tu xpenah dpt hurup A pon (walopon rajin & pegi tusyen ari2 tanpe rase jemu)..oo..mak ayah, jiran2,org kampung sebelah, tokey kedai runcit, tok, nenek, maklong, makngah, paklang, tok nek, bla..bla..sume akan ckp..bebal btol budak nih...bazir duit aku je sekolahkan..ni ikut baka mak die la ni xbrape nk bijak, bapaknye manjekan sangat, malas belaja, bengap, lembab..ade masalah otak ke???...isk..macam2 la...tp jarang sgt org nk fikirkan yg sume ni ujian drp Allah kan. kalo kite x pas pekse misti kite akan salahkan cikgu sbb kasi soalan spot salah, xpuas ati org tande ketas pekse tu pilih kasih, studen ade affair dgn lecturer, dengki dgn org yg dpt 4 flat...tp bape ramai yg redha dgn result yg dorang dpt as ujian drp Allah? dan brape ramai pulak yg kufur nikmat dgn rezeki yg Allah kasi kat die dgn dpt keputusan yg best, terer gile...ni pun ujian jugak kan???

da abes blaja, nk masuk alam pekerjaan
ujian makin kuat bile nk masuk alam ni. walopon nk masuk alam kerja tp mak ayah stil ade peranan lagi utk lobi ank die kat bos or HR supaye dpt keje tuh..especially kalo nk keje gomen, nk keje xgomen pon same jugak (ni bukan saje ckp tau..ni adelah kesah benar). kalo mak ayah nye xlobi secara direct, akan di divertkan ke mak ngah, pak long, mak lang, jiran selang 3 buah rumah, mak kepada ex-boyfren, bla..bla...pendek kate sape2 yg ade kenal dgn org dlm & contact kat maka dgn mudahnye akan mendapat keje. utk sape2 yg xde kemudahan lobi, maka akan hadir ke pusat inteviu secara individu & ujian akan dtg melande bile dua tiga mggu pas inteviu da jd mcm org gile cek emel, cek post box, cek enfon...xde tande2 org drp tempat inteviu tu nk contact bgtau dpt keje tuh..bile xdpt keje akan rase tensen, nape org lain yg x ensem, x cun bole dpt? dorang tu terer sgt ke? dorang ade kasi rasuah ke? dorang tu pandai bodek ke..isk..mcm2 lg la..kite sume pon tau sbb kite sume penah pegi inteviu. tp jarang sgt org nk fikirkan yg sume ni ujian drp Allah kan....tp bape ramai yg redha dgn result yg dorang dpt as ujian drp Allah? dan brape ramai pulak yg kufur nikmat dgn rezeki yg Allah kasi kat die dgn dpt keje yg best, gaji byk gile...ni pun ujian jugak kan??? nk naik pangkat pon kene amik ujian jugak kan...

da byk duit..nk kawen pulak
bab nih mmg penat nk cite..drp saat tok kadi ckp 'aku nikahkah dikau..' sampai la saksi sume ckp setuju & pengantin pompuan dok senyum tesipu2 pastuh nangis pulak bile nmpk muke mak ayah die sedih..mmg mcm2 ujian yg dtg melanda..mmg bab nih malas nk elaborate pjg2. kite sume tau sbb kite sume penah melaluinye. tp jarang sgt org nk fikirkan yg sume ni ujian drp Allah kan....bile gaduh je laki bini, xpuas ati, kecik ati, bengkek, macam2 la mule nk pikir..ade pompuan lain la..gile sgt main fesbuk la..kate otstesen tp pegi karaoke la..asik men game je sampai x hirau bini la..asik overtaim je sampai tido kat ofis...tgk bola siang malam sampai xigt besday ai..isk...mcm2 lg la.tp bape ramai yg redha dgn keadaan ni as ujian drp Allah? dan brape ramai pulak yg kufur nikmat dgn rezeki yg Allah kasi kat die dgn suami/isteri yg baik gile...umah besar..org gaji besar...ni pun ujian jugak kan???

da sampai mase
da sampai mase ni maksudnye bile da sampai turn malaikat izrail dtg visit kite pulak..mmg die xpenah visit kite sebelum ni..tp jgn kecik ati sbb kalo skali die dtg visit kite die dah xkan dtg lagi dah. die dtg pulak time nye punctual..x cepat, xlambat. lgpon jgn ngade2 nk kecik ati sbb selame ni kite pon igt2 lupe je yg die akan dtg visit kite kan..ade xkite wat preparation yg secukupnye sebelum die dtg visit kite? hmm..tepuk dada tanye iman. tp yg spesyelnye..lepas die dtg visit kite, kite still kene jwb soalan ujian jugak. yg lebih spesyel nye..soalan2 ujian nih kite mmg dah tau drp awal2 lg...sebelum kite amik pekse UPSR lagi. tiap2 taun pulak soalan nye xpenah betukar..mmg same je..sampai la ke akhir zaman nanti. dan betambah2 spesyel lagi pulak sbb soalan tu xperlu kite jawab gune pensel HB, pensel 2B, pen dakwah basah atau pen yg termahal kat dunia nih..sbb tu kite dikapankan tanpa seurat benang pon (dah komfem pen/pensel pon xbawak gak..walopon nnt kite kene jawab soalan). soalan tu pulak amalan kite yg akan jawab & mase tuh jawapan amalan kite adalah jawapan yg benar & tepat..pendek kate bole dpt 4 flat dah mase tuh. da xleh da kite nk bwk nota2 kecik, nota kaki ke, peta minda ke, tony buzen ke..sume tu dah xleh tolong kite dah..

p/s: aku dah lame lupe nk pikir pasal mati...bile wat entry ni rase seram sejuk pulak..entry ni xde kene mengena dgn sesape yg idup atau mati..tp sebagai peringatan utk diri sendiri & sesape yg sudi nk bace. kite tutup majlis dgn tasbih kafarah....

time waster

2010-02-11T13:05:00.003+08:00

ape-nak-buat-kalau-boring-kat-ofis??

i made a coaster from recycled paper...yeayy!!

adik & kakak

2010-02-09T13:11:00.016+08:00

a mixture of gamba2 lame & baru..sorry la kalo korang da boring tgk gamba ank aku nih, nk wat cemane blog ni mmg dedicated utk die...n for aunty ernie..hehe..these pics are for you!!

buai tinggi-tinggi

2010-02-05T15:57:00.007+08:00

buai tinggi-tinggi...
sampai pokok sena...
ape dalam baldi???....

dear pishimen..

2010-02-05T14:05:00.014+08:00

ok, pishimen dah besa..dah bole jage diri sendiri (ye ke?) so ibu rase ibu nak anta pishimen pegi school la..ibu kesian tengok wan (my mum) kejar pishimen yg tgh ghairah nk bejalan sane sini..wan dah tua, xlarat nk layan karenah pishimen yg makin hari makin extravaganza tuh. maka dgn berat hati nye tanggal 1 feb 2010 ibu register pishimen kat school..diikuti dgn hujan air mata dari kedua2 belah pihak. ibu amik cuti on that day utk tgk progress pishimen kat school (die buli babysitter die ke, die tumbuk budak lain ke, die mengamuk ke..sume tuh kene pantau since first day lagi). suprisingly on that day, cuma ade sorang budak je yg bole main dgn pishimen sbb 2 org budak lagi mak ayah nye cuti, so secara lintas langsungnye anak dorang pon kene cuti jugak.

ayah pon purposely kuar from office around 10am utk anta pishimen ke school. ibu nampak muke pishimen saspen abes bile ibu sebut school & pishimen termenung sepanjang jalan. even ibu upah pishimen dgn susu pon still buat muke saspen lagi. masuk je dlm school tu, ibu nampak muke pishimen berseri2 & dgn lajunye terus terkam bakul yg penuh mainan (yes! ni petande baik nih!). ibu pon memeruskan proses pemantauan selama lebih kurang 2 jam (lame la pulak) baru la ibu balik. pishimen hampir2 tewas di tangan satu lagi pihak lawan yg saiz nye 2 kali gande & baru pandai bejalan..tp pishimen x mengalah macam tu je...pishimen tunjuk bakat yg ade dgn panjat kerusi plastik kaler kuning & bediri tegak di atasnye sambil tepuk tangan & senyum sampai nampak gigi..bagus anakku!!!..pihak lawan rase tercabar & cube beredar dari kawasan tersebut.

ibu balik umah & plan nk amik pishimen around 4.30pm cenggitu. balik umah ibu landing atas katil, bukan senang nk dpt peluang mcm ni..biase kalau landing misti ade je yg menempek kat sebelah. ibu pusing2, golek2 tp stil xleh tido..ibu pasang tivi cenel tv3 ade pulak cite lalola (xabes2 lg cite ni)..tp cite tu xmenghiburkan. ibu asik tgk jam je kot2 dah pukul 4.30 tp lambat lg rupenye. ibu xleh tido pikirkan ape la yg pishimen buat arini..tido ke x? minum susu ke x? ntah2 pishimen nangis lagi sbb mase ibu nk blk td pishimen nangis.isk..golek punye golek ibu berjaye semayang asar awal waktu & cepat2 siap nk amik pishimen.

ibu sampai school tgk pishimen kat dpn pintu. nmpk ibu je terus pishimen terkam & pishimen ade surprise utk ibu..pishimen berak. xpasal2 ibu kene basuh on the spot kat school tu jugak. kak dewi pon terus kasi laporan yg pishimen minum susu sikit & tido kejap2 je. ibu dah risau tp ibu pikir xpe la..2,3 ari nnt pishimen misti suke sok sini.

2nd day
pishimen dah suke pegi school sbb ade senior kak sara.ibu hantar pishimen je terus kakak sara peluk xlepas2 dah (ini petanda baik ni). balik keje ibu amik pishimen & kakak sara sekali & pishimen suke. kak dewi cakap pishimen dah minum susu banyak & tido lame, same2 dgn kakak sara..ibu pon suke jugak. on the way balik ibu kene la upah kakak sara beli happy meal sbb kakak sara cakap "mak ngah, makan mcdonald pon sedap kan? bole makan ramai2, dapat mainan.."..ibu pon kene jugak bli happy meal kat pishimen sbb hadiah aritu dpt optimus prime..ibu suke. so sementara pishimen pandai nk main mainan tu ibu pinjam la dulu.

3rd day
pishimen makin suke pegi school.ade byk improvement & laporan drp kak dewi ialah pishimen pandai tgk tivi..macam paham je ape yg tivi tuh tunjuk. bagus anakku!!!

4th day
pishimen pegi school dgn senyuman, pagi2 dah ok..xmengamuk lg bile ibu letak dlm car seat tuh. pishimen pon makin byk dok merapu (ibu xpaham pishimen ckp ape)..cume ibu selalu bersin2 skang ni sbb selsema & pishimen slalu nangis bile ibu bersin.

5th day
ibu xsaba nk tggu 5.30 nnt nk balik nk dgr laporan drp kak dewi lagi..bagus anakku!!

gembira pulang ke pangkuan keluarga

on the way balik..muke bengang

Usaha mengaburi mata pihak lawan

2010-02-03T16:48:00.003+08:00

Sempena meraikan hajat aku utk study di Jepun yg xkesampaian 10 taun yg lalu, maka pihak Kerajaan (pihak yg menghalang hasrat aku) telah bermurah hati menaja makan2 makanan kebangsaan Jepun di sebuh restoran Jepun bernama ‘tutt’ yg terletak di pasaraya membeli belah ‘tutt’ di ibu kota ‘tutt’. Selain daripada itu, acara makan2 ni adelah utk mengaburi mata pihak lawan yg berhajat besar utk mendapatkan baju spongebob & baju flower girl sepanjang minggu itu.

Pada mulenye, inche’ riki enggan menyertai acara ini kerana terdapat symbol ikan yg amat digeruni pada nama restoran tersebut (dah dpt teka dah name kedai???), namun setelah diugut oleh aku maka inche’ riki bersetuju utk menjejakkan kaki ke dalam restoran tersebut tanpe memandang sekeliling. Aku terus menyambar menu & mencari hidangan yg sesuai utk inche’ riki & tidak mempunyai pertalian dgn ikan. Begitu juga dgn ibu aku yg pada awalnya agak gentar utk mencuba cebisan2 sushi kerana risau ‘xkenyang makan nih’..maka kakak aku dgn penuh kepakaran menyelak2 menu & meng’order’ segala bagai binatang yg ade dlm menu tuh macam die pulak yg keje kat situ (sbb waitress kat situ xigt name makanan). Pihak Kerajaan pulak nampaknye dah jatuh cinte dgn baby octopus & boleh dikatakan hari tu je sekawan baby octopus dah berenang2 dlm ruang perut die. Inche’ riki pulak nampaknye dah berjinak2 dgn beberape spisis sushi (tu la, xpenah try lagi dah ckp xsuke). Pishimen pon aku suap je sushi2 tuh dlm mulut die..bia die da besa nnt senang nk idup kat mane2, xmemilih makan.

Selesai makan, pihak Kerajaan berlalu ke kaunter utk urusan kewangan..nilai sebenar bil dirahsiakan. Pihak lawan lantas berlari mengejar pihak Kerajaan lalu memaut lengannya dan seraya berkata..’ ok, sekarang dah boleh cari baju spongebob & flower girl kan??’

+bukti2 kejadian+

Moral of the story : Jgn cube tipu budak kecik dgn makanan Jepun!

ringing tone

2010-02-03T14:13:00.001+08:00

hensemkah kalau letak bunyi siren polis sebagai ringing tone ?

A. hensem tapi poyo
B. tak hensem langsung dan menjengkelkan
C. rase hebat & rase gagah bile sumorang pandang
D. lebih hensem kalau xde rambut

Geographic Tongue

2010-01-29T17:11:00.004+08:00

in my 27++ years of age (kantoi la pulak aku bape taun), this is the first time i came across this medical term.i bet all of u pon baru first time heard about it. unfortunately the first time i heard it from pishimen's paeds, dr. koshy who diagnosed pishimen as having it - sian pishimen.

we've noticed the white patches on his tongue since a few months back. i thought it was ulcer but he never seems to show signs that the patches are painful. everything seems so normal so i have a 2nd thought that it's not ulcer at all. the white patches always changes colour to red & keep moving it's location. we can't wait for dr. koshy to brief us on the diagnosis, without any sample taken he could straight away tell us on the nature of it. eventhough i was a microbiology student, i never learnt bout this disease & when i go back to read through my text book i can't find anything like it. in a way i'm relieved that this is not caused by fungus, microbes or virus.

i've done my study on this & until now nobody know what triggers this condition. i would prefer to use the word condition rather than disease as this is confirmed as not a disease at all. worldwide, only about 3% of people are affected of it & pishimen was 1 of it (agak2 nye dorang kire x pishimen mase wat statistik tuh). would like to share with you an article bout this condition :
http://www.dentalhealth.org.uk/faqs/leafletdetail.php?LeafletID=18

as for me, i'm looking at it on a bright side. geographic means more like a map to me. since he was 3 months old, he have been travelling all around the country with us & until he's 1 years old he has gone to most of the states. tinggal lagi sabah & sarawak je x sampai lagi. so pishimen, ibu harap with the geographic tongue 'luck' of yours can bring you further all around the world & remember only 3% of world population je yg ada this thing tau...MasyaAllah..& u're the chosen one.

p/s : banyak sangat rupenye keindahan kuasa Tuhan yang kite xtau & explore lagi..

what the ...???

2010-01-28T00:04:00.003+08:00

inche' riki menuju ke kaunter nike seraya berkata..'oh no...anak aku lagi bergaye drp aku'...soklan terkumpul utk mggu ini.."adekah inche' riki bergaye???"

b'day gift from ayah. kecik2 lagi dah merase pakai kasut ratus2..tp puas ati sbb tahan lame. zaman aku kecik2 dlu kasut cap bubblegummers (tu kire abes style dah tu) tak pon cap bata...nk rase hebat lagi beli kasut cap siam sbb buatan luar negara (mase tu kempen beli barangan buatan m'sia x launch lagi)

Application to Bikini Bottom

2010-01-27T13:21:00.009+08:00

Dear Spongebob Squarepants & friends,

We really hope that you & your friends could accept us as a new addition to Bikini Bottom community. We are a big fan of you & we are really dedicated to look like one of you. These are some of the evidence :

As you can see, we are really happy in your outfit. I would like to join Bikini Bottom as I would like to taste the delicious Crabby Patty, prepared by you (please don't put Mr. Plankton in them as I think I'm allergic to it). I'm also a big fan of Mr. Plankton & that's why I asked my hairdresser to have my hair done as below :

I really hope that you will accept & we can play together at Bikini Bottom. Looking forward for your favorable reply soon. Don't tell my parents that I'm applying to stay with you as my Ibu will be very sad & angry with me. I don't want her to be a crazy woman shouting my name & talk craps with my Ayah. My Ayah also will be very sad if he knew about this letter. He can't sleep at night without me in the middle. I really hope you can keep this as a secret between us (nak kene titis darah x?)

Please reply as soon as possible.

Mmuahh (flying kiss).Love from both of us..XOXO,

PiShImEn & QySAra

corat-coret di hari jadi

2010-01-25T23:29:00.008+08:00

courtesy of mummy (my eldest sis)

courtesy of ki (my dad)

courtesy of ayah (inche' riki)

pishimen celebrated his very 1st b'day with 2 cakes & dozen of donuts!!!...those were to satisfy our sweet tooth. it took me almost a week to do this entry. i really do not have much time these days & my mind keep thinking of new ideas to be written in this very much dedicated blog of mine ...jd HARUSlah jika diupdate dgn hari BESAR pishimen.

nmpk pishimen malu2 & xmengerti nape org2 dewasa sekeliling die syok sendiri nyanyi2, amik gamba & potong kek. mungkinkah???...pishimen xdapat membuat sebarang tekaan ape yang telah berlaku lalu mencucukkan jari mungilnye ke dalam salah satu kek...good job.

since i am a first-time-mother-who-celebrated-his-son's-birthday, i really look forward for today (i meant the 20th of jan). feeling very-very thankful to God's greatest gift to our little family, pishimen never fail to cheer us up & motivated us to be the best parents for him. we didn't plan for a b'day party yet now but maybe when he's older, say at 2 or 3 years old then InsyaAllah..we will have to think about that..haha.

waiting for his b'day is almost the same as remembering the birth moment, the labour pain, the i-don't-know-how-to-push feeling, the moment where inche' riki never fail to be by my side, holding my hands tight, reminding me to always remember HIM & keep on praying, the moment when i thought i was gone (tibe2 je pandangan menjadi gelap, but still breathing), the moment when inche' riki azan kan his son, bla...bla..bla..(korang dah bosan ke??)..all those moments adalah sangat berharga & up till now still xboleh nk lupe (x tau la kot 10, 15 taun lg x ingat dah ke).

Pishimen, ibu is very proud of you. Even more proud bile kene inject pishimen x nangis pon. siap bole acah2 dokter lagi. Dr. Koshy is really fond of him & we liked him too. when pishimen was hospitalized due to his jaundice, he really took care of my helpless baby..sian pishimen. but Alhamdulillah..now pishimen have grown up as a strong & healthy 1 year old young man..hehe..(save my medication expenses).

1

2010-01-19T23:26:00.003+08:00

this entry is dedicated to pishimen. 1 is your number tomorrow (saje ibu wat entry awal)

ALHAMDULILLAH...

*it's your first b'day!!!!
*i'm still breastfeeding him...good for you!
*u didn't develop any serious illness..fever..bla2..(cume dlu hospitalized due to jaundice & ade sket2 infection..sume tuh minor2 jek. go pishimen!!!)
*had your first teeth!!
*had your first word!!
*develop your own personality...sgt menghiburkan!!

mari menutup aurat...

2010-01-16T22:18:00.003+08:00

ok..tau..tau..org tua2 marah kalo wat camni tp can't help it. pishimen, pasni ibu xbuat lagi...ok?

gamba ni xde kene mengene dgn pernyataan di atas

kakak sasan pon kene jugak

anak bapak

2010-01-13T13:27:00.007+08:00

ape yg bapaknye tgk...nk tgk jugak

ape yg bapaknye minum...nk minum jugak

bapaknye bawak kete...nk bawak jugak

pishi pishi in action

2010-01-06T13:53:00.007+08:00

nah amik gamba pishi pishi (name ni uncle medi yg kasi)

ni time tgh tgk iklan..fokus!!

bapak borek anak bintik

sengaje mengibas2 flyers astro kat org sebelah supaye org tu lari

it works! org sebelah tu xtahan ke kibas dgn flyers

tgk tivi pon ade stail

2010 start entry

2010-01-06T13:32:00.002+08:00

haven't blog for a while..it's already the 6th day today - my 2nd day of work for 2010. i didn't have a good start in terms of :

1. time management - still arrive late at work (2 minutes..3 minutes late). having traffic problems near uitm area, studen da ramai kaye2, sume gi klas nk naik kete..i wonder cane dorang nk paking kat dlm tuh. tah2 lecturer pon xdek parking space. kat traffic light je dah waste 15 minutes..rugi tau!!

2. health - having fever+vomit+diarrhea+lethargy for the pass 4 days..semalam was like the peak of it..xlarat even nk bejalan pon..rase kepale lutut sengal2, whole body shivering, otak pon xleh bepikir dgn waras (yg tu slalu je kot) & tgh drive tibe2 nmpk mcm black spot..toingg!!! sara pon admitted on the 1st january due to high fever..sian die..tp smlm da discharge..syukur!

3. financial - agak goyang sementare menunggu gaji yg seterusnye...haha...ni sume sbb gaji december dpt awal. so up to the next payday, harus makan makanan berkhasiat yg xbrape nk luxury sgt. but alhamdulillah..the previous weeks almost everyday ade family & friends yg blanje makan & kitorang pon ade invite them over to our house jugak...kalau org suke dtg umah kite kan murah rezeki...kan?..kan?..kan?..

4. spirit - haha..new year spirit & resolution mmg xde langsung. no motivation!!

5. pishimen - looking forward for his first b'day, the coming 20th Jan. xlame dah pishimen..xsangke sekejap je dah besa budak nih. da byk progres die tunjuk, tu pon lepas gertak & ugut die macam2 baru die kuarkan bakat die. skang dah pandai nk imitate org nye gesture, pandai clap hands, tegur org in his baby language, dah bole sebut ibu & ayah, wan pon da bole sebut sket, bukak suar sendiri, bukak pampers, joget dgn kakak sara, kuar drp walker, menyepahkan seluruh rumah..isk..mcm2 la

6. work - no comment. keje xpenah habis..so just go with the flow. layan je prangai sape2 yg sengal (kadang2 org pon rase kite ni sengal jugak, so jgn prasan yg kite ni best sgt!)looking forward to pursue my studies..tgh pikir nk amik course ape, kalo sambung amik scholar jpa nnt kene keje dgn dorang...argh... tidak!!!!! aritu terjumpe offer letter jpa scholarship for my degree & ade clause yg upon graduation i will be bonded with them for like 4/5 years...tp....dorang xigt dah ke???

in summary - this year is going to be better than the previous years..(xde motivation jugak)

last weekend in 2009

2009-12-29T23:44:00.005+08:00

last week was the last weekend for the year 2009. it was the busiest weekend for me..(busy la sgt). on saturday, inche' riki gave me time off from pishimen. he took pishimen out to his office, pishimen behaved very very well & at around 1 pm inche' riki took pishimen to his friend's wedding. meanwhile me at home is getting ready with my cupcake ingredients as my buddy, miza is coming over to have a cupcake tutorial. as miza is bringing along his 1-year-old son together, so i prepared my ABC soup for his son, Arif & Pishimen, in case he's still hungry when he reach home.

miza arrived at around 2 pm...arif was asleep at that time so we go on to our project that afternoon without any obstacles...haha!!..when it was time to bake, pishimen arrived home & he was very happy to see abg arif is sleeping peacefully there & was like calling for him to get up..nak berkawan la tu. tapi abg arif tido lena sangat...so i let pishimen play by himself first. almost half an hour after that arif is up & you know la..kalau dah ada 2 org hero kat rumah ni...mmg gamat! things are out of control for a while..

by 5pm, the cupcakes were done!! i packed some of the cakes & icing for miza to bring them home & have her own idea for the design..and they were fantastic!!

miza left our house at around 6pm, & i'm getting ready for our dinner as inche' riki invited uncle jul for dinner..we planned to cook around 4-5 dish - biasa kalau makan berdua dalam 3 dish je tapi dah excited nk ade guest ni masak banyak2 terus, misti abes punye. so for 2 hours (lamenye) i'm preparing for the 4 dishes - ayam masak merah, kurma daging, sayur campur & sotong + udang goreng bercili..kalo org dah pro misti masak kejap je sume2 nih, around 8 uncle jul pun sampai & mase tu pishimen dah ngantuk sgt dah - xtido siang, tahan mate sbb ade byk aktiviti. after bersandar kat bantal dunlop uncle jul, pishimen terus tido dgn nyenyaknye...yeayyy..kitorang makan dgn penuh aman & sentosa. uncle jul hangs out til 10.30pm & lepas tu i fall asleep, xtahan ngantok...kepenatan!!

the next day my parents pay a visit to our house & i made another cupcake mix for them...inche' riki told me that he would like the cake to be in a four inch souffle cup & he went out to buy the cup...me at home waiting while watching Twilight - xpenah tgk b4 this. once inche' riki arrived i made another cupcake mix for the new cups...this weekend alone i made 3 cupcake mixes....go cuppacakes!!!

sekolah saya

2009-12-24T23:28:00.005+08:00

today PMR result is out, me reminding the day when i gave a call to my school to get my result - back in '97, i was in Penang. the whole day i kept myself inside my room, crying myself a river...sampai dah xde airmate dah nk kuar. it's not that i didn't get any As at all, i made my parents & family proud with 8As in my hands - except for 1 subject which is history - i scored a B for that...but no sweat. it's not that the whole world knew that i took 9 subjects for my PMR rite? so whenever people ask for my result, i'll straight away answer 8As, without mentioning the 1B...haha...for SPM, i got A1 for my history - to prove the world that i'm great in history even i didn't manage to finish 2 essays in my history paper..it's not that i didn't know the answer but i SLEPT towards the end of the exam.

the main thing here is that today i got a chance to be proud with my school & school teachers...i watched the nite news & saw my school's name as 1 of the best sekolah agama in Malaysia to excel in PMR. but i was like a bit confused as our school falls under sekolah agama category and there's another category for sekolah berasrama penuh. i would prefer my school to be categorised under sekolah berasrama penuh aliran agama - that's the correct word!! but @ no offence my personal thought is my school in it's 90's was waaay back excellent in terms of academic & sports. what i could say is that we're fully motivated & not pampered compared to current generation. there are more facility for them now so learning should be more convenient for them whether @ school or hostel. reality check!

saya sayang sekolah saya (dulu) sebab :

1. kat situ saya jumpa jodoh saya....my schoolmates will definitely agree with this statement as most of us - especially my batch are meant for each other. it's not that kitorang dok cintan2 time sekolah tu...nk cintan2 pon time kitorang da bejaye blaja kat menara gading (chewah) & dah masuk alam pekerjaan. kitorang pon da bejaye catat rekod utk sekolah kitorang 100% pangkat satu utk SPM...'99 YEZZA!!! inche' riki was a classmate of mine since we're at form 2, form 3 je lain kelas, form 4 & form 5 dah same balik.

2. kat situ saya belaja bahase arab a.k.a bahasa syurga a.k.a bahasa al-quran...i didn't attend any sekolah agama masa sekolah rendah as my dad can't afford to send 3 of us there. i entered my smap kajang with 0 bahasa arab knowledge. luckily i can write in jawi & my tulisan jawi cantik (perasan!!). i remembered the first day i attend school we were asked to write anything in arabic for them to determine us belong to which set (set 1 adalah utk yg terror Arab kay...tentulah mase tu aku set yg last skali). i just send empty paper with my name on it...and i just simply write 'bismillah'...that's it!...i need to struggle extra, extra hard for this & it was paid...i got an A for my PMR & A2 for my SPM.

3. kat situ saya belaja about life. xsemua org suke & dapat survive being a boarding school student for 5 years but saya suke & i bet my friends from my batch pun suke. i must say that it's not just about being independent, but being family, friends & sisters to each other. for those yg family dok jauh, we only have each other to hold on & for those yg family dok dekat, they'll share everything with us. it's not easy every weekend bile tengok luar tingkap nmpk kawan2 ade tetamu - family dorang dtg visit, sometimes bwk kuar outing...bole tangkap leleh jugak la mengenangkan nasib yg setaun sekali je kot family nk dtg visit sbb jauh. but i must say friends that i made during my schooldays are not just friends..they're lifetime friends. i'm proud of myself that i've gone through these 5 years with i could say my 2nd family & i can't replace those memories with anything.

4. kat situ saya belaja pakai tudung.....i remembered during my primary school days, the only time i pakai tudung is when we all have to berkabung coz ade royal family yg meninggal - can't remember who. itu pun beli tudung cotton 3segi kaler itam - main bantai ikat jek mcm mak itik tuh...mane reti nk pakai brooch2 bagai. oleh itu...mase masuk form 1 je...skil nk lipat/kelepet tudung tuh amatla lemah & tudung amat la karipap di zaman itu....dah la tudung labuh sebesar alam...

5. kat situ i learnt about my first period...i celebrated my first journey as a woman with my dormmates. haha...ingat lagi on the registration day my mom pesan kat kakak bwh katil saya to teach me how to wear my pad. it was quite sad not to have it with my mom around but i was very lucky to have such great dormmates to guide me throughout that journey.

6. kat situ saya belaja jadi survivor...being alone away from your family was such a survivor. you are in your early teenage years & need to be independent..sukar!! kalo cam blaja overseas tu bole terima la sebab da besa...umo da nk masuk dua puloh time tu...da bole jd mak org dah so xheran!! ni umo baru 13 dah nk kene buat segale2 sendiri..bli brg2 keperluan sendiri...kuar bandar sendiri...time tuh manede enpon lg kay..skang budak2 skolah simpan enpon sorang satu. pocket money pon bape inggit la sangat...i didn't go out for my recess since form 1 to form 5 at school canteen coz mknn kat situ kene baya...i need to save my pocket money. i would rather wait until pukul 1 to have lunch at dewan makan. tp kalo outing sakan la..kfc..mcd...nasik ayam madu..mmg enjoy abes. abes simpanan 5 ari x recess kat kantin. i had my chicken pox when i'm in form 4..i didn't it was chicken pox until i heards from my mom that my 2 sisters kat rumah dah naik chickenpox so i bet the same with me coz time tu baru je balik from cuti raye. punye la sakit bdn & lemah & it took me 2 days to wait for my school to purchase my bus ticket balik penang. time tu muke da bintik2. bas kul 12 mlm, naik kat pudu lak tuh..van skola drop kat pudu kul 8 mlm..merayau2 la kt pudu tuh for 4 hours dgn imej bintik2 tuh tp first thing that i did was tuka baju dulu..xkuase nk pakai bj batik keras cam kotak tu lame2. before 12, i went down to platform....getting ready nk naik bas. i saw agroup of people there holding the same ticket as mine. terus pegi kat dorang tnye...it turns out that our bus already left & kitorang dah xde bas. tuhan jela yg tau cemane pasaan time tuh dgn imej bintik2 sakit satu badan tuh. nasib baik ade 1 bas yg xbape penuh sudi nk tumpangkan kitorang - ade 10 of us mase tu & kitorang tepakse share seat..xkesah la. jnji sampai destinasi (penang tuh..jauh!). satu soalan yg paling aku xleh terima is that.."adik, muke adik teruknye tumbuh jerawat..ade penyakit ke??"..soklan tuh mmg xmampu aku jwb. aku igt lg org yg tnye tuh studen UTP..

7. kat situ saya blaja mcm2...daripada yg xtau boleh jadi tau..nk cite byk sgt...nk taip pon mau longgar jari nih.once i had a chat with a few colleagues, she didn't like her life at boarding school. too bad for her...i didn't blame the school but i would blame her..she should know how to enjoy herself there..i bet she can't manage things by herself.

itu saje sedikit sebanyak pasal sekolah saye...yg penting sekarang kitorang sume da jd org. da ade yg dpt phd..ramai yg keje as professionals..ramai yg sambung blaja to higher level..ramai yg dah ade family & life sendiri..ramai yg ade bisnes sndri...ade yg duduk abroad either keje or blaja...& ramai jugak yg menjawat jawatan paling mulia & best skali kat dunia ni = housewife. to housewives out there...i'll join the club...tp xtau la bile..huhu

babysitting

2009-12-22T15:22:00.000+08:00

these 2 days i'm full-time babysitting pishimen on weekdays! i tot these 2 days i could do extra housework & cooking+baking since i'm taking leave but i'm extremely wrong!!!! the house is in a mess, pishimen keep throwing things here n there but the floor is squeaky clean = pishimen is the sweeper.he didn't sleep the whole day...grrr

tukang sepah 1

tukang sepah 2

last nite i managed to cook dinner for inche' riki, pishimen dah letih time tu but still xmo tido. at around 8pm, uncle jul called nak ajak lepak kat williams...aku ok jek sbb xmakan lagi. inche' riki dah makan tp kapasiti perut die xpenah penuh so die pon ok jugak. pishimen xde choice but to follow us - i made him wear his barney suit, in shocking pink & not forgetting, ade ekor!

barney 1

barney 2

when we arrived, uncle jul & uncle sam (sume nih kengkawan inche' riki yg 'kecil molek') dah sampai & made their order already. pishimen pulak dah lama lena since inche' riki stat enjin kete. i didn't snap any pics coz xmuat screen kamera..hahha -> inche'riki ni kwn2 die sume bertubuh sasa. once foods yg dorang oder tu dah sampai, lapa la pulak rasenye tp ade kerisauan yg kalau aku oder nnt makanan xabes pulak coz sumenye big portion. plus, aku baru jek oder ribena longan gelas besa...konfiden jek bole abes. tp, inche' riki da bejaye meyakinkan aku utk oder sbb katenye nk share so komfem bole abes nye. so kitorang pon oder roti naan-cheese-madu-butter & meatballs-mutton ball in gravy + mint sauce.2 dish okay..

bangun2 je pishimen da bedal uncle jul nye nasik goreng - xsedap katenye. so xpe la pishimen bole setelkan. kitorang lak sempat ngabiskan roti naan jek. lg satu dish tuh jul yg setelkan. mmg best ditambah pula dgn conversation yg sengal & suasana malam yg ditemani leh haiwan2 domestik (ade kucing lepak atas kusi sebelah inche' riki yg dah melepaskan hawa2 air liur die tepat kat kaki inche' riki)& angin kuat cam nk ujan. pishimen pulak enjoy sbb gadis2 dok melayan die & abes sume bende die nk masuk dlm mulut except for tissue, pandai pulak die koyak kecik2 & buat sampah kat situ.

kitorang gerak balik at around 10.30 sbb nk kencing xtahan - minum air gelas besar kan...perut mmg bloated terlebih muatan but before heading to bed sempat lg layan papadom jap. pishimen mmg btol2 penat & needs rest as tomorrow die nk kene buli ibu die lagi.

XOXO : pishimen suke tengok cucu betong

reality bites

2009-12-18T02:46:00.000+08:00

he's great with his favorite catchy gadgets
she admits it
she's proud of it
but the gadgets are not about her
not meant for her
and she's never been in it
let him alone to play them around with his good friends
instead of her
the one person who's proud of him
& always there for him

*poor her*

the end

heyya cuppacake!

2009-12-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

my first ever cupcake project was a success. my 2 hours free-from-pishimen were used wisely to produce 2 dozens of those cuties (aku makan je dah sedozen kot). thanks to kak aida yg bawak buku resipi utk dicopet, bawak gi kedai bakery utk aku beli segala bagai tools yg patut. aku akan teruskan sambungan projek ni mggu depan - cuti sampai 2 hari, bole jadi sengal kalo x wat aktiviti2 kewanitaan nih. 2 dozen cupcake nih aku akan bawak & wat persembahan utk pihak berkuase sok bersempena keberangkatan pulang kitorang ke kampung inche' riki.

renungan manje dan menggoda pishimen. baik budak ni arini..

quote of the day

2009-12-15T22:54:00.000+08:00

bergelumang...depatmen lain2 tapi buat keje yg same, contohnye seperti badak2 ni

bergelumang dari belakang...

kawan2, marilah kita sama2 bergelumang....ingat!! buat keje ikut traffic light

XOXO : seronok blaja bahasa arini

Y.E.H - Year End Holiday

2009-12-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

It's year end!

we've planned for this holiday since last week & at last...we're @ traders by shangri-la, penang. pishimen suke!!

pertemuan sohabat2

2009-12-09T23:03:00.000+08:00

berikut adelah pertemuan kami rakan2 sekolah bersempena kenduri kawen sivaji the boss a.k.a hangdi haling + ecah sabtu lepas. kelihatan pishimen sedang check it out awek2 berpotensi di sekeliling beliau. ape ke jadahnye semua ini??? renung2kan dan...selamat beramal!

duhh!!

2009-12-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

today >> some quotes really hurts :( . i need to.....

but these are my soothing therapy :

XOXO : sleep tite!

how are you feeling today?

2009-12-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

today = me = kenny

1. today it rains heavily
2. today makes me sleepy
3. today makes me blue
4. today inche' riki is coming home - kinda happy
5. today i'm kinda hungry too...
6. today i'm hoping for appreciation
7. by the end of the day, i'm tired, happy & sad at the same time.

note : crying my heart out

the end of kenny

3 in a family

2009-12-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

kipas-susah-mati crocs

*it's in the gene...kan?

away...once more

2009-12-01T19:08:00.000+08:00

inche' riki is away again to sabah for 4 days.

Sad :( but inche’ riki left me with these goodies so that i won't be that sad :

1. coach holiday

2. hp mini

3. carpet terjebak – haha…panjang cite ni

4. pishimen

garang btol budak nih

note : terharu

A.W.A.Y

2009-11-22T20:02:00.000+08:00

AWAY….for 10 days

Dah 7 ari inche’ riki xde, pegi outstation…isk..isk..sian pishimen…windu kat ayah die. Kene tggu 3 ari lg baru inche’ riki balik..huwaa…..

p/s : pokok pisang kite sangat sihat..jgn risau!

XPDC 3 gadis

2009-11-17T23:30:00.000+08:00

1st pic taken on our 4 days mission @ bandung. entry will be added later kay...

Early lunch @ Chilli’s

2009-11-17T23:27:00.000+08:00

We started our day quite early actually, for a Sunday morning. At 9 am we were heading to Taipan’s pasar tani (aku rase la). Azam baru utk bulan ni – every weekend pegi pasa = kurang makan kat luar + jimat duit + enhance cooking skills. So balik tu wa had our breakfast, beli nasik lemak kukus kat situ, xdpt menahan perasaan bile lalu kat gerai tu. So maknenye nnt aku kene masak utk lunch je la

For lunch, I was thinking to have 1 dish yg pishimen bole makan jugak. Chicken soup – tp ni chicken soup yg xde minyak lgsg. Aku reka wat cam ABC soup nye style + stew. Pishimen loves it! lagipun, gigi bawah die dah tumbuh sket (sebatang je) so die begitu ghairah sekali mengunyah potato, broccoli & carrot yg aku suap. Utk inche’ riki, favourite lady’s finger + cumi-cumi (sotong la tu) & daging masak kicap (Chinese style) – ghairah btol aku masak. Dah tu, tgk dlm peti ais ade pumpkin sket lagi so dgn pantasnye aku mencantas daun pandan kat luar umah & lantas dibuat pengat labu.

At around 4, inche’ riki ajak kuar – nk gi midvalley katenye. OK, kalo dah kul 4 kuar, haruskah pulang utk masak dinner???...hehe…mungkin kepenatan & xsempat. Makanya rizki amat murah pada hari tersebut di mana uncle jul nk belanje..yeyy…kasi ombak sket!!. Lokasi kat midvalley (patut la inche’ riki nk gi sane). So we’re heading to midvalley – parking full, dpt parking kat area The Gardens. Janji dgn Jul nk jumpe kat dpn Coach – on the way aku singgah toilet pulak, xtahan beb. So lambat la perjalanan kitorang menuju ke Coach tuh. Sampai kat Coach, tepon Jul sbb xjumpe die kat situ (mmg mustahil kalo xbole nmpk Jul). rupenye die pegi cari kitorang pulak & akhirnye kami dipertemukan di pintu masuk Gardens berhampiran dgn air pancut – ohh…romantis!! Lantas Jul bersuara..makan kat mane?. Dan disambung kembali oleh beliau, Chili’s kat situ je…jom. Yezza….maka nasib perut kitorang malam tu ditentukan oleh Chili’s.

Pishimen ceria tatkala uncle Jul mengeluarkan hasil2 pembelian beliau di Robinsons…& kid’s meal pon die order utk pishimen. Harus la kid’s meal tu mak bapak die yg makan. Siap appetizer lagi, main course sorang satu, Jul punye jus every 10 minutes org tu dtg refill, mmg kenyang btol la aritu. Kitorang pulak asik dok mintak baby chair je dgn waiter kat situ – bole x ade 2 je baby chair dlm sebesa2 tempat tuh. Akhirnye for the last 20 minutes, baby chair pishimen pon sampai. Dlm baby chair tu sempat lagi die dok ngorat anak dara org blkg meja kitorang. Sambil2 Jul dok kempen pasal Robinson’s sale tuh, aku Nampak Inche’ Riki mcm terpesona je terus die ajak aku gi Robinson’s lak pastuh. Otw nk sampai Robinson’s tu pulak die jumpe Dockers – tanpa menoleh ke belakang terus die masuk dlm. Aku pon menunggu dgn pasrah sbb tanpe menghiraukan perasaan aku die dah bersetuju utk membeli sepasang lagi khakis utk bawak pegi keje – ni sume hasil keracunan drp Jul. kesimpulannye aritu inche’ riki tersenyum puas dgn hasil2 pembelian – termasuk fajitas yg die xabes mkn td & aku dgn pishimen pulang dgn tgn kosong tp perut yg penuh.

pishimen lagi..

2009-10-31T16:00:00.000+08:00

muke kerek pas kene marah

ice cream!

pishimen..bukan name sebenar

suar amy search..phewitt

pasrah d burger king

amukan drakulat @ mcd

rileks..

pishimen diancam bahaya..

mane blaja buat jari mcm ni...

yg besa tu pon nk meniarap jugak

pishimen's new ride

sorang main rabbit sorang main chicken little

pishimen updates..

2009-10-31T15:34:00.001+08:00

yesterday evening...nakal & bertenaga. sexy lagi

ok, pishimen is not feeling very well today. he got a bit temperature but still active as always. we went to see his paeds this morning & dr. koshy was very happy to see him. he didn't gain a lot but he's taller (referring to his height chart). but he's healthy & alert & cheeky...yup. that's the beauty of breastfeeding. he told me that he has no worry as long as i'm breastfeeding...your baby won't have serious health problem (at least as for now) & the skin is good as well. go pishimen !!!!

so today me & pishimen xdapat la nk ikut inche' riki main paintball. dok umah je sampai pishimen ok. actually temp die naik dlm 1.5 degrees je but still risau gak. maybe nk tumbuh gigi kot. usually siang die xtido lame but until now dah almost 1.5 hours die tido...yesss!!!!..dpt la aku surf net lame sket.

my weekend starts today

2009-10-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

my weekend starts today. started my day at :

9.30 am : still in bed with pishimen (dah bgn lame dah tp tggu pishimen bgn pulak)

10.00 am : pishimen dah bgn..golek2 dulu gomol die. biasenye pas bgn tido mood die ok & bau pon still masam lg

11.00 am : both of us dah siap mandi & pakai baju pegi jalan. kasi pishimen minum susu dulu..kalo tak die buat hal

11.15 am : ready to go! our mission nk tgk my colleague yg dpt baby baru...alamat tinggal kat ofis (demm!). xpe nnt da sampai seksyen 8 aku kol je mintak direction, lg senang. pishimen dah lame tido, sblm sempat masuk shah alam lg. sblm tu sempat la die nyanyi2 ikut lagu kat radio, bebel sorang2, buat2 aksi fire pastuh tau2 snyp sendiri je. sng btol die tido kalo dlm kete.

12.15 pm : aku menuju ke drive thru mc d akibat kelaparan yg amat sgt. ade gadis kat blkg kete aku cube cucuk2 supaye aku drive laju sket...ade pishimen sori la aku nk rempit kan. pastuh dgn sengal nye die cium bumper blkg kete aku - inche' riki x tau lg nih. harap2 die xseda sbb xde kesan pon. cume aku hangin tgk gadis tu tp die terus dpt balasan tuhan lepas die buat aksi cucuk2 tuh.

12.40 pm : sampai umah. xlame pastuh inche' riki blk jap bwk piza...yeayy..alkisah gas kat umah dah abes so xdapek la den nk masak. fasfud la jawabnye.

2.00 pm : aku xsempat lg nk mkn walau sepotong piza. pishimen dah mencabar kewibawaan aku. die bagitu ekstrem sekali bermain sampai kepala dah basah berpeluh. bau masam toksah cite la. aku tggu mase je die letih so that die bole tdo dgn mudah.

3.00 pm : pishimen da pnat - bateri die pon da nmpk cam weak. aku try kasi susu, die xmenolak & akhirnye happy ending - pishimen tido. yess...aku cdg nk semayang dlu baru mkn sbb da lmbt nih. bile aku da abes smyg, simpan telekung dlm bilik, budak kecik tu terus bukak mate. grr....geramnye...bile aku nk mkn nihhh!!!

pishimen skang ni susah nk tido siang, lagi2 kalo ade ramai org kat umah. die akan mule merasekan yg mase itu emas (bgs, kecik2 dah menghargai mase..ni sifat terpuji). aku pon mmg rase mase itu emas, tp buat mase skang ni tepakse melupakan istilah tido siang dlm idup aku sbb perkare tu mmg jarang2 boleh terjadi dlm idup aku. babysitting is fun but teramat2 la letih...ni baru sorang ank..boy lak tuh. kalo lepas ni boy jugak cane la kederat aku agaknye. pishimen is a big fan of advertisement but dlm byk2 iklan die takut iklan ribena...siap nangis lg bile tgk ribenaberry tuh. anyway, skang ni die da sng nk senyum compared dgn dulu sampai dpt gelaran si samseng dgn medi - siap la medi ank ko nnt! i only have dis weekend to spend my whole day with him as next week i'll be leaving on a jetplane to....gonna miss u much pishimen!!

sudut mari bergambar

2009-10-20T22:39:00.000+08:00

last saturday a.k.a deepavali holiday.

event : photography session @ kedai gamba seksyen 2 shah alam - selain drp bidang photography dorang jugak specialise dlm bidang pelangsingan bdn

lunch : sari ratu, subang parade

participants : keluarge asas & keluarge kembangan

perasaan puas setelah membelasah hidangan bernilai 250 hengget...tunaiiii

tuan punya kaca mata

s.jibeng in da house

es teler - nyaman, gurih & menyegarkan

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2009-10-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

why the title is "no title"?...coz a lot to tell & end up, xmo jadi bias...nnt kalo letak satu title je, cite yg lain tu kecik ati pulak..(paham ke ape aku merapu nih)

1. RAYA = the best raya of all...with pishimen around, most importantly my family (my turn this year - kuarge asas + kuarge kembangan). we celebrated our first day raya @ subang since this year my mom & dad xbalik t'ganu (kitorang dah balik mase bulan pose aritu). since malam raya dah rase aura tu sbb sibuk2 kemas umah masak2 sume (nape taun lepas aku xrase best pon malam raye??) even pishimen pon teman ibu sampai kul 3 pagi masak kuah kacang - tq baby!!..end up pagi tu a bit crancky coz die xcukup tido...haha - da la kene seksa pakai bj mlayu. pagi raya was great coz inche' riki tetinggal nk g semayang raye - die kene gi sndiri sbb lambat, upacara besalam2an + kutip duit raye (aku cukup menitikberatkan upacara nih - taun lepas xdek!!) & begambar...hehe..aku xleh aa upload gamba aku sbb xpakai tudung kang inche' riki marah. pastuh mkn ramai2 satu family..ni pon penting jugak sbb kene utamekan family dlu baru la lyn org2 yg dtg - org yg nk dtg umah pon agak2 la xkan la pas semayang raye terus serang umah org lak kan...x understanding btol. duit raye pishimen dah menjangkau 6xx hengget & still counting - aku yg menanggungjawabkan diri aku utk jagr duit raye die & akhirnye aku tertewas & terkebas sket gare2 gaji nk raye aritu masuk awal sgt. pishimen..nnt ibu ganti ye!!
2nd raya went back to ipoh to visit my relatives...mmg gamat umah mak su aku dah kalau bepuluh2 orang bekumpul kat situ melantak nasik kat umah die. aku pon nk masuk naik malas memandangkan ramainye org aku nk salam & pishimen pon dlm bahaye sbb budak2 kat dlm tu bole tahan sarip dol nye cube nk cocok sane tarik sini tp pishimen pon hero jugak lepas kasi sedas kuih dlm pampers die. tp dgn kasut raye adidas, penampilan die lebih bergaye & yakin dgn dugaan2 yg bakal menimpa.

2. WORK = back to work on the 4th day of raya..only 3 of us in the office (korang bole pecaye ke kitorang keje???)..haha dgn bosnye xde maka aku harus tafsirkan kejadian ni sebagai satu PESTA!!!..berpesta hamper...yg memusnahkan kejayaan diet ku di bulan pose...demm!! even sabtu tu pon aku gi keje lagi..grrr...tp aku dah replacekan hari pekerjaan tu dgn ari rabu lepas. cane pon keje mmg xpenah abes & rabu ni kene gi otstesen lg....penat!! aku bukan rase penat nk gi keje tuh, kasi la sebulan otstesen pon xlesah. yg penting...xmo gi dgnbos. aku xlarat nk layan die sembang. aku kan pemalu....

3. HOME = baru2 ni neighbour selang satu umah dtg bitau die jumpe baby cobla (die sebut pelat..cobra sebenanye) dlm umah die. mummy & daddy cobla still ade around our neighbourhood. grr...terus kembang tengkuk aku, dah xkeruan dah...nmpk daun pandan pon aku nmpk cam ular, kain tekena kaki pon aku dah jerit kunun2 ular lalu & pelbagai lagi fantasi yg aku alami. mule la takut nk balik umah aritu - aku risau kat pishimen je..die kecik lagi. balik2 je malam tu terus cek umah, inche' riki dah siap2 dgn senjate die - ape name pon aku xtau, byk kali die dok sebut tp aku xleh konsentret. aku nye trauma tu sampai ke bwh2 tilam aku redah jugak check, mane la tau kan.

4. PISHIMEN = dah besa dah budak ni. kejap je dah 8 bulan. 20 aribulan ni dah cukup 9 bulan. aku rase cam baru je besalin. bole membayangkan lagi kesakitan nk besalin tu mase dtg bulan. gigi xtumbuh lg..bagus jugak sbb aku still menyusu badan lagi. dah mule mengganaz sampai digelar si samseng oleh rakan2 sekolah kitorang. aku xsalahkan dorang tp mmg pishimen ni die usyar dgn muke ketat & xde keinginan sgt utk senyum. aritu die dah mule menunjukkan kejantanan die dgn jatuh drp walker. aku punye cemas la sampai xtau nk ckp ape...tp biase la tu kan...budak2 jatuh. aku pon dulu megalami kejatuhan jugak.

will update with more pics later

countdown to eid

2009-09-19T08:36:00.000+08:00

dah lame x apdet!!!!...here're the possible reasons :

1. access to blog dah kene ban kat ofis....demmmm. aku xcurik mase keje utk apdet blog kay....cume ade beberape makhluk guris yg sah2 time keje bukak facebook & tibe2 ckp sorang2 pasal kesah maikel jackson - kak aida >> u know who i meant right?? (astaghfirullah..smlm baru aku salam2 mintak maap utk ari raye ni - can't help it!!)

2. bizi..bizi..bizi.. - big tender is closing soon > i won't be taking extra leave for Raya..Wednesday will start working - note : aku bukan berkhidmat utk syarikat kay..utk kepuasan diri sendiri & nk melantak hamper kat ofis tu sampai abes (aku still ade buffer lg, this ramadhan i managed tu minus 4 kgs)

3. pishimen...xpasal2 die jd punce. well..he's got his new ride now. so each time i have to monitor his 'driving' skills...mmg ade nmpk gaye nk jadi kaki pecut sbb die main redah je & his new ride almost turns to bumper car. lgpon everyday pas bukak pose je dah penat, nk tidokan pishimen dgn tukang bagi tido pon terjerumus skali.

4. too many thigs to write & end up, x tulih lgsg pon

anyhow...last week we had our school reunion iftar...sume dah bawak ank dah, ade jugak yg bawak ank dlm perut & cube2 pinjam ank org utk dijadikan prop sebagai ank sendiri. amar...too sad ko xleh datang..xpe, next time la ye.

smapk batch 94-99 @ nelayan titiwangsa

to all readers - selamat hari raya + mintak maaf zahir batin + have a nice holiday with your loved ones !

this ramadhan

2009-09-04T13:21:00.000+08:00

this ramadhan, i have a big passion for food. like last year, i'll be preparing for sahur & for berbuka, xsempat la...so most of the time end up at pasar ramadhan or @ my mum's crib. yesterday i went to MPH & caught my eye at this one particular book...have a review for a few recipes & i walked out of the shop with that book in my hands.

so tonight i'll spend of my time reading the book...apart from the book inche' riki bought for me.."sayang, bile nk beli oven?..kalo ade oven bole masak resipi2 dlm buku tu...;)" --> lame excuse for not even trying the recipes...wink! most of the time rajin nk masak, tp bile nk jln masuk dapur je byk btol halangan...biasenye halangan tu dtg drp pishimen. so kalau inche' riki ade kat rumah sng la sket...bole pishimen main & buli ayah cukup2!! xpon pishimen ikut ayah main game perang kat laptop ek!

each year ramadhan will be a different one for me, a few years back :

1. sekolah menengah a.k.a smap kajang : sahur..penah skali je makan kat dewan makan, tu pon mase last paper spm..paper ape??aku xigt. makan sahur ramai2...best! tp lg best mase berbuke. sumorang siap tumbler, kumpul ikut dorm. pastuh, ade 2 dorm kene bertugas amik makanan utk satu aspuri tuh..(amik tray, beratur amik nasik, lauk, buah pastuh letak atas meja, susun ikut dorm). sebelum berbuke, sumorang dok kat meja makan tuh, bace maksurat (lamenye nk tggu bukak pose) pastuh bace doa (sampai tesengguk2, kdg2 tertido) barula dpt bukak pose...pergh!! lame btol!!

2. matriks : sahur & berbuka mmg best. bawak sendiri periuk nasik, masak nasik utk roommate (sume ade 8 org) - ni pon sistem giliran jugak. yg xpayah masak nasik tuh pegi beli lauk, siap kuih2 air pe sume bagai, bentang sok kabar..pinggan, senduk nasik & makan bile dgr org azan. pastuh...semayang, lepak abeskan mknn & pegi terawih. mlm, menebeng kat balkoni, gantung lampu kelip2-liplapliplap...buat aktiviti masing2 (cari uban roommate, potong rambut, mengumpat & kalau ade spotcheck, panjat sket kat balkoni tuh, sorok enfon kat tepi batang paip)..lagu raye...of coz..tutup2 x tutup radio tuh time org nk azan subuh jek.pastuh, time nk balik raye...org kl balik naik satu bas, kedah satu bas, org pantai timur satu bas...begitulah seterusnye...suasana upacara menghantar kawan2 naik bas tuh begitu meriah sekali - bkn jauh sgt pon, bas tu masuk amik studen dlm matrik ape..pas raye...bwk mercun ketupat 2,3 keping..dok kat balkoni..bakar, baling, sebelum sampai tanah dah meletup...dan beserta itu terdapat juga caci maki & carut drp org2 yg berkenaan terhadap kami.

3. universiti : aku dah xbrape igt..mase ni dah pandai becinte so ade kalanye bukak pose dgn org tecinte. tp byk masenye bukak pose dgn rakan2 seperjuangan...time dah ade kete masing2 galak btol pegi pasa ramadhan kat shell bangi..pergh..kat situ bole dpt jimi (rangka ayam)..special kat sini sbb lepas mkn je komfem ngantuk & tido. aku dah eksperimen dah byk kali terjadi perkare yg same jugak, maknenye ade la makcik jual jimi tu letak ramuan istimewa. ade skali tuh pegi naik bas..nk blk hostel smule bas lambat..tepakse bukak pose dlm bas...sedih..konon2 ade perasaan macam perantau. tp yg aku paling haru mase balik dr ipoh nk ke ukm...naik komuter, xbajet lak komuter lmbt, da nk bukak pose. satu zarah makanan pon aku xde, org dah azan..ape bole buat..aku batalkan pose dgn cara paling besopan skali..masukkan tangan dlm tudung & korek telinge..(ni btol2 aku rase mcm perantau)..time sahur pon best jugak...sebenanye doesn't matter mknn tu sedap ke x, cume suasane tu yg penting..ade kwn2 ramai..yg xbest pon bole jd best.

4. zaman bujang : zaman bujang adelah zaman awal pekerjaan, menyewa sendiri dgn kawan2 (pergh, best gile aa konon2 nye xdok dgn family..sng nk kuar deting ni)..sahur aku meriah..kat ofis amik kuih & lauk siap2 (kat dacledi dlu dpt mknn free) so aku simpan mknn2 tu utk sahur. pg2 bgn kul 4..bukak tivi (tu yg paling penting, aku amat mementingkan suasana sahur..kalau best chenel ade org ngaji, kalo xpon time tu tv3 ade cite indon..layan jela)da panaskan lauk ke kuih ke pas dah abeh mkn, aku tido aa balik (ape salahnye kalo tggu sket lg, semayang subuh) & majlis berbuka puase dibahagi2kan dgn sebaik mungkin antare org tercinte, family, rakan2 seperjuangan, housemate (kene makan ramai2 kat ruang tamu, xleh makan sorang2 kat bilik) & rakan2 sekerjaan

5. dah kawen : masak sahur, kdg2 masak utk berbuka, most of the time shoping kat pasar ramadhan coz mase tu inche' riki asik usya roti john je --> mane la aku mampu nk buat roti john, mase tu 4 bulan pregnen..nk bawak diri pon xlarat. bukak pose kat luar..sahur mc d --> best jugak pagi2 pekene french fries mc d tuh.

6. da ade anak : grrrrr!!!! no komen!

u make my day ~

2009-09-03T16:19:00.000+08:00

bole pulak posing cam james bond

raya spirit...keep it up!!

xmo pakai baju, bole x??

kecil bulat, bau masam

2009-09-02T12:34:00.000+08:00

MY NEW TAGLINE!!

strong will & determination

2009-09-01T11:31:00.000+08:00

step by step guide & pose for a successful crawl.. :p

pishimen & bulan pose

2009-08-27T13:04:00.000+08:00

dah 6 days pose & the 3 of us are doing well..(pishimen tu pose la sgt) eventhough fasting month i still got sufficient milk supply to nurse my baby, especially during night time..Alhamdulillah. First day pose, pishimen pon bgn jugak join ktorang mkn sahur, pastuh xmo tido, tgk katun & pas subuh baru tido. pasa ramadan pon die pegi jugak, tp kene dok dlm kete je sbb takut nk bwk die pegi tmpt ramai org. tp bole nmpk la die excited tgk org ramai2 jln bwk plastik kaler2 sambil tggu inche' riki balik ke kete dgn membawe sesuap nasik utk kitorg.

da masuk bulan pose ni mcm2 la bakat pishimen yg terserlah. antare nye :

1. buat bunyi dgn menakung air liur kat tekak (susah nk explain cane)
2. xmo pakai pampers
3. mengamuk sbb nk kene dukung (xkuase aku nk dukung slalu)
4. sembur2 nestum
5. pandai joget (tu pon org kene pgg bg die bediri)
6. kentut pd situasi2 yg xsesuai (bakat ni terserlah pas die tgk cite nacho libre, kan ke ignacio slalu kentut dlm cite tu)
7. berenang mase bathtime (kocak2 air je dgn kaki, xlame lagi pandai la tu)

ade lg bakat2 baru die dlm pencarian..kene tggu dlm entry lain pulak.

pretty in pink ^wink^

ni pon bakat gak ni..pandai die gune laptop. blom keje ofis lg

my 2 favorite boys

aktiviti malam dorang pas terawih, xkasi aku join pon

penantian pishimen kat pasa ramadan

i'm 7 months & 1 day today!!

2009-08-21T17:02:00.000+08:00

MR TOMATO

l.o.v.e vs d.e.s.i.r.e

2009-08-21T13:52:00.000+08:00

last 2 weeks i managed to watch the last 30 minutes of the movie (due to our jalan2 cari makan activity from pantai to bangsar back to taipan). i'm glad i can still make it as i never watched the movie b4 (org lain dah tgk cite beribu kali dah). got friends saying that it is a good movie so i need to check it out...mmg btol!! i'm impressed with the message (eventhough tgk 30 menet je, xtau la aku interprete cite ni btol ke x, ni kire ikut pemahaman aku jela), not forgetting the superlicious actor & actressess..(ala...tu sume kosmetik je) & mende2 yg klaka pon ade gak cam kat spital tu ngape ramai sgt dokter indon, pastuh kat court nye cam ade sket2 mcm scene nk jd cite industan. never mind that...da name pon cite.

i never watched our movie (org malaysia buat) yg cite pasal poligami yg camni. biase la kalo cite org tu kawen due snyp2 la..pastuh 1st wife ngamuk serang 2nd wife la..xpon berebut harte...xpon ank kang becinte, tau2 adik bradik lain mak, xpon ilang ingatan..kawen lain pastuh jd kaye...adeh...sume ni tipikal dah kite tgk in our local movies. but this movie made me think..about destiny

i made my own assumption about that movie (yela, da tgk dkt2 nk last da kan). mamat tuh even die kawen due tp die punye cinte gile maut kat 1st wife die je...i was really touched bile die bitau 1st wife die yg die cinte wife die kerana Allah, jodoh yg die pilih, poligami tu bukan nye sng. bile die takut die xleh be fair to both wives..he seeks God's direction & willing to learn to make both of them happy. agaknye2 org yg poligami skarang ade ke pikir mende2 tu sume? tp..nape aku rase die kawen dgn 2nd wife die mcm terpakse je...(yg ni aku kene tgk cite ni dr awal)

aku rase mcm happy sgt bile tgk 2nd wife die dah bedarah idung (haa...maknenye xlame lagi die dah nk mati, yess!!!....dah xde da watak penyibuk dlm cite ni)..tgk2 btol...hehe...umo die dah xpjg..cite ni bakal berakhir dgn penuh kegembiraan. at last, she could differentiate between love & desire..hmm..bgs la die dah insaf (chewah!!!) sempat gak la die semayang sblm meninggal (time tu bole pulak inche' riki tnye cane die semayang dgn tatu kat tgn tuh...aku igt die da tdo tgk cite tuh). ade satu lg scene yg aku suke...mase announce mamat tuh xbesalah kat court, die terus sujud syukur..ade ke cite melayu penah wat scene cenggini bile rase bersyukur???

as a conclusion...aku x sanggup jd cam minah yg pakai purdah dlm cite tuh!!!!!!!!!!..da la die yg suruh laki die kawen...adeh, nape die mulia sgt??...(ala, da name pon cite) kene tinggal 2,3 ari mase inche' riki gi otstesen pon aku dah xlalu nk mkn...ini pulak (na'uzubillah). so, inche' riki if you're reading this entry...this is for you. u're my destiny, dunia & akhirat...lillahi ta'ala.. wink..wink..

jiran & kucing

2009-08-13T17:16:00.000+08:00

jiran & kucing

last week, i had a glance @ tv3 - majalah 3. i think the topic is more to have a multi-racial neighbour ke sumthing like that la. how important neighbours are in our life...hehe....& there goes my neighbour too

1st impression of my neighbour (sebelah kiri - malay family)
- bapak die ni bizibodi, everytime ade kete benti umah kitorg misti die intai. kitorang balik lambat pon die intai. pendek kate, suke ngintai lah!

- mak die, lgsg x bizibodi sbb lgsg xpenah tego aku. bile die jemo kain..aku senyum kat die, die buat x nmpk je. so aku xmo la tuduh die sombong sbb mungkin die xnmpk. tp nape kalo die mmg ade kat luar, aku bukak pintu je (die bole dgr bunyi pintu kitorang..hebatsss!!!) die terus masuk dlm umah. sombong...adekah???

- ank pompuan die...hmm...kalo die tgh cuci kete myvi itam die dpn gate tuh, bile dgr kitorang nk kuar je terus die tuka side, cuci kete yg belah sane pulak (yg xbole nmpk kitorg la)

- ank laki die..dulu bwk moto yg bunyi bising nk mampos tu grengg grengg, balik tgh mlm (mase tu die keje fitness first so die blk lmbt la, skang die da keje opis so die bli kete kancil)aku dah x hangin sgt dgn die

- ank pompuan die...ni yg skolah menengah, form 1 ke form 2 ke. die ni xde mendatangkan masalah kat aku.

ape kaitan dorang ni dgn kuceng?????????????

gini cite nye...kire2 aku ni dah pegnen 8 bulan cenggitu (blom besalin lg mase tu)ade la sekor ank kucing berkelana kat dpn pintu umah kitorang. dek kerana naluri kebapaan yg amat kuat pade inche' riki, maka inche' riki mengangkat & memandikan kucing tu dgn penuh kasih sayang & dgn harapan utk bela kucing tu. sok nye inche' riki belikan whiskas utk kucing tu & letak dlm bekas die kat dpn umah..tp..aritu kucing tu xbalik2 umah kitorang.

bile kitorang siasat, hasil siasatan menunjukkan jiran sebelah (aku xtau pn name dorang)punye ank pompuan yg stil sekolah lg tu yg main ank kucing tu. kitorang no hal la...lgpon kucing tuh bukan kucing kitorang. kitorang tolong selamatkan die je mlm tu. so inche' riki pon lega sbb kucing tu dah jumpe pewaris yg sebenar.

2 ari lepas tu aku tgk kucing tu melepek je kt dpn pintu pagar antara umah kitorang dgn umah jiran (aku x tau name dorang laaaa!!!) nmpk lemah gile, so kitorang ofer la whiskas tuh tp die wat dek je. so kitorang berazam xmau ambik tau la lg pasal kucing tuh sbb mmg kucing tu dah beralih arah cinte die kat org sebelah (die x igt jasa2 inche' riki mandikan die dlm baldi kecik kaler oren...baldi tu aku punye)

pastu da lame jugak kitorang xjumpe kucing tuh. bile intai kat tingkap bilik blkg, nmpk la bekas mknn kucing kat umah jiran sebelah..(bgs la..dorang kasi jugak kucing ni makan)TAPI....TAPI...TAPI...korang tau tak...die suruh kucing tu melepas kat dlm pagar umah kitorang. %^&@#! betol la...!!!! abes busuk bilik blkg umah kitorang.

lame jugak kitorang mendiamkan diri pasal hal ni. ikut aku nk sound je org sebelah yg reti bahase tuh dah la sombong. lg sakit ati bile die lipat pagar antare umah kitorang dgn die sbb nk kasi kucing tu senang kuar masuk..cam s*&% x??? xkan la kucing tu gagah sgt nk lipat sendiri. inche' riki xkasi aku sound, die takut aku carut + maki je org tuh...so die cube dgn care berhemah. die beli pagar net yg hijau tuh..satu ari die operasi cuci taik kucing & pasang pagar net tu keliling umah. pade die mmg berhemah abes la camni, aku stil xpuas ati..aku tggu kat luar umah kot2 jiran sebelah kuar, aku nk tego la sket. tp..dgn majiknye satu ari tuh mmg dorang xkuar umah. pengecut!

2,3 ari pas psg pagar tu ade la improvement kat environment umah tu. xde lg dah bau2 yg xbesh tuh. kitorang pon lived happily ever after. tp ade satu pg tuh, aku nk g keje dah tgk inche riki dok korek2 kat blkg umah. die jmpe taik kucing lg...tp pagar yg die psg tuh ok je, xde kesan lipatan atau tikaman. aku mmg terus dah hangin, nk sound je. tp inche' riki masih bole befikir secare positif lg..(nape mulia sgt pemikiran die). die tgh pikir logik nye cane taik kucing tu bole ade kat situ :

1. kalo jiran kitorang tu angkat kucing tu masuk umah kitorang mase nk berak, cane dorang amik balik kucing tu semula?

2. xkan kucing tu lompat masuk dlm pagar kitorang?...tinggi tuh.

3. kucing tu berak kat umah sebelah, umah sebelah amik & buang kat umah kitorang?

kemungkinan paling besa yg nombo 3 la. cume...tuhan je la yg tau betul ke x. cume nye ktorang dok pikir jugak nape la dorang nk wat camtu kat kitorang. aritu dorang nk tumpang dpn umah kitorang nk buat khemah kitorang kasi je. pastuh, ank die betunang inche' riki pegi (aku xde mood nk pegi sbb mase tu pregnen). tu jela..xde pon sakitkan ati dorang. siap inche' riki tlg paskan resume ank die lagi kat proton sbb nk mntk keje..xkenang budi btol!

skang ni nmpk nye wat pagar pon xjalan, nk tego pon xbole jugak..kang merosakkan hubungan antare jiran pulak, kan dlm islam kite kene memuliakan jiran. so pray hard to god that they'll be more civilized jela...huhu

Note to Ernie

2009-08-06T08:28:00.000+08:00

Ernie!!!!
akhirnye aku berjaye

(dlm kebizian ni sempat jugak aku besoping kat US ;) ekekekeke...

coach amanda capacity wristlet

Etienne Aigner modern tote

ape yg korang bole buat kalo bos xde???

2009-07-31T15:01:00.000+08:00

berikut adelah cadangan2 yg bernas & lazat !!!!

kacau receptionist wat keje

buat majlis penyampaian hadiah

buat presentation dlm meeting room

lepak2 dlm lounge

buat2 sebok kat workstation org lain

shred ketas...

actually kitorang begamba sakan ni sempena last day colleague ktorg, yana..huhu..jap je keje dgn die. da nk pindah tmpt lain pulak. anyway, wishing u the best of luck, take care (da x lame nk besalin tuh) & nnt dah deliver ktorang g tgk baby ek...:)

.::. selipa oren .::.

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