this mother's day

alhamdulillah this year once again i had the chance to celebrate mother's day with my mom as a daughter & with my son as a mother!! just now, while blogging pishimen was asleep for the past 2 hours, he suddenly reached out his hands to hug me & continue to sleep...(i'm deeply touched)

p/s : yesterday we all penat sgt coz pegi cuci umah baru my parents & pishimen was very tired as die dah tawaf the whole rumah sampai die pengsan & becakap2 dlm tido.

i do know one person who will be very very very sad celebrating mother's day with her mother in a deep coma. she is a second cousin of mine and her mother have been in coma since last week. relatively, her mother is my mum's cousin but we are very close to each other as we live nearby & i sent pishimen to her nursery. it was very devastating knowing her battling with her brain tumor & had a series of surgery since last march, after she attended my sis's wedding.

knowing her, she's very calm, energetic, warm, bubbly and never fails to visit my mum whenever she passed by. she's also very active in outdoor activities and a black belt holder in taekwondo. Last week we visited her at the neurosurgery ICU,HKL. there are only 5 beds in there & each patient are allowed to have 2 patients at one time. the visiting time is very limited & we could only spend at least 2-3 minutes in there with her. before my turn, i could see her daughter from beyond the door talking & lying her head beside her mother. she had tears from the moment she entered the room until she leaves the room. i saw her father hugged her & they both cried. my god...i was about to burst into tears but i told myself to hold on first. then, it's me & my sis's turn to enter the room. my sis went in first & i followed her behind. my sis started talking while holding her hands when i stepped in. as i lay my eyes on her, i couldn't help myself but to burst into tears...i sobbed while reciting Al-Fatihah to her. i have a few words with her & i saw tears coming out from her eyes. she heard us....Subhanallah!!!....i kissed her cheek & wave her goodbye (i forgot that she can't see me)

guys, things in ICU are so not the same as what we saw in tv. this is my first experience & hopefully i wouldn't need to visit anyone in ICU anymore after this. as for today, my aunt is recovering & not 100% depending on the machine anymore.

back to my mother's day story..as i'm having a double celebration with my b'day..haha...things are great. i'll update my b'day news on the next entry with all the pics kay!

happy mother's day to all mommies out there! muahhsss

i love surprises..

i love surprises when it comes to real surprises such as presents...money...hahaha..surprise yg lain x suke kay...(tibe2 nk dtg tido umah x bagitau sejam lebih awal, tibe2 nk pinjam kete la hape bagai, tibe2 nk ni, nk tu..grrr...)

yesterday, having lunch with my parents @ pavillion. of course pishimen & inche' riki ikut skali..after that we went to Braun Buffel as my dad wanted to buy a b'day gift for my sis (bday da lepas, on 2nd may). my dad have signed up as a member with Braun Buffel so every purchase he will be entitled for 10% discount. as we were choosing the bags for my sis, a very nice one...tibe2 my dad told me..'choose one for your b'day as well'...owh...begitu terharu skali & i answered in my most angelic tone 'xpayah la..dah banyak handbag'..my mom can't stand my stupid answer & dengan pantas nye menjawab 'bodoh kau ni org dah offer amik je la'..dan dengan pantasnye i pointed to the bag yg mmg dok usya drp tadi. not as big as my sis but really nice, saya suka!!!

as we were waiting for the bags to be packed in boxes, pishimen acted a bit cranky..he was very happy running here & there but when he started to grab the items on display & we were trying to stop them he started to throw his tantrum at us. he shouted & cried to the top of his lungs (owh, malunye berkelakuan begitu di shoping komplex org kaye2)...i can't stand it so i gave him a small pinch on his hand (aku bukan ibu yg kejam!). after that we went straight to the car & as soon as the air cond was on, he fell asleep (nk tido rupenye...sia2 je kene cubit).

and as for the surprise, inche' riki also surprises me with a gift box from Estee...(aku amat perlukan perfume kini)...ok, xde la surprise sgt coz i chose it myself but surprise coz die yg nk baya..it's a pre-b'day gift as i'm expecting something bigger for my real b'day present, kan bang???


kotak2 yg hanye boleh dibukak after mother's day nnt


here comes the monster

make me a supermodel

this is my new obsession 'IPANEMA GISELE BUNDCHEN - LIMITED EDITION'..bukan susah pon nk jd supermodel kan???

last nite was my first shopping therapy...& i'm loving it!!! at first planning to buy new perfume as my estee lauder is getting lesser & lesser + pishimen dah reti nk picit2 botol tu. jalan..jalan...jalan...sampai kat RSH & come across these lovely collections of sandals & flip-flops...(yummy...slurpppp)...terus masuk & try2. mule2 nk amik flip flop inspired by sea shells yg kaler fink tp bile pusing blkg je ade byk lg design. inche' riki nmpk yg mcm dlm pic kat atas tuh so die ckp 'yg ni cantik, x tipu'..so bile dah suami ckp cenggitu i quickly find my size & put it on the counter. yg bestnye lg dpt this free shopping bag..hehe...amat seswai utk hari sabtu bersoping





with gisele bundchen's name on it, bangge kan???

hehe...and as for pishimen pulak, skarang ni die xleh tgk beg2 yg bertali..misti nk sangkut kat leher...tasbih ke rantai ke..sume nye sangkut kat leher..




aksi2 sangkut & xreti kuarkan balik..keadaan sekeliling mmg bersepah sbb budak ni dah pandai nk punggah2 brg.

jd kawan2....bole consider utk bli ipanema pulak. sememangnye aku mmg gile limited edition!!!!

come what may...

may is just around the corner & this whole month i'm battling with pishimen's health. last week we stranded ourselves again as pishimen hospitalized for 4 days. and this time the temperature is even higher than the previous. and again i caught myself with the worst coughing & sore throat ever...& a bit of flunessess...(x suke flu). luckily, during my coughing days inche' riki have been very2 nice to make me his own cough remedy which is : honey + lime + lots of love = no more cough!!

at the same time i'm juggling with my workload..since discharged from hospital, i'm working like almost 8 (normal office hours) + 3 (maximum overtime for a day) + 3 (working from home) in a day. even saturday & sunday my team had to come back to work, which i really appreciate it...so very much. i'm making myself available as well to pishimen but i really feel like i don't have that much energy left. my shopping therapy was far from real..haven't have the time yet, even for online shopping (this is soooo not me). i'm not having enough 6 hours sleep, i didn't even pick up my lens that i've ordered from the shop just 2 minutes drive from my office (mcm busy sgt je bunyinye), haven't done mopping with the new floor cleaner that i can't wait to see the effect on my floor..my-to-do list is getting longer & maybe i should cancel half of it.

may is approaching & it reminds me to a lot of things :

1. it's almost half of a year, have i reached half of my kpi?? not my working kpi, but my daily life kpi + i have my own kpi...haha..kecoh je minah nih. as far as i know, i still didn't reach my kpi yet...

2. it's my birth month..meaning i'm getting older (sad)..syukur to Allah as i'm still alive

3. i need to go somewhere..a gateaway from work..a holiday maybe...other than just 'balik kampung' (boring asik pegi tempat same, ok)

4. save money..spend money...save money...spend money...

5. continue my studies

6. to make pishimen at least a kg heavier (huhu)

7. to make myself lose some kg(s)...haha ;)

ape yg penting?? kerjaaaasame!!!

*gambar hiasan semata-mata*

sesungguhnye title di atas adelah message tone phone aku for the past 1 year plus (same umo dgn pishimen). tone tu xpenah2 dituka & same la dgn tone2 yg lain sbb aku dah jd xterer dah nk godek2 features tepon. pencapaian terhebat bile dpt gune aps dlm phone aku which is converter mase shoping kat bandung.

motif sebenar entry kali ni adelah utk post gamba terbaru pishimen :



*korang rase misteri x nape dlm ketiga2 gamba ni ade objek kecil yg berbaju hijau tu?*

actually these pictures were taken once we checked-in @ Gambang Resort City (ye kot). the 3 of us dpt family suite, so ade extra 1 room with 2 beds in our suite. pishimen agak2 berkelakuan jakun & mostly excited so die round satu bilik sampai die sendiri dah xtau die masih berpijak di bumi yg nyata ke tidak. that explains y die bole muncul dlm ketiga2 gamba di atas. ni sume bukan kejadian atau aktiviti paranormal & xperlu panggil uncle seekers utk selesaikan masalah ni. punce utama aku merepek mlm ni adelah sbb aku ade byk keje sgt kat ofis+byk deadline+sgt penat+sgt depressed+sgt tensed+ade pulak org xreti adab+sakit tekak+grrrr...

-sekian-

p/s : utk rakan2 opismet yg mengerti, "tolong bgtau kat die jgn ckp kurang ajar sangat ye..kalau boleh jgn tunjuk email yg i hantar tu kat org lain, bukannye i nk ajar u tp i rase i patut ajar u utk kite same2 selesaikan masalah ni"...demm!!!!

he's got the beat!

bakat ! bakat !....saya ada bakat !

another weekend diaries...

haven't blog for almost 3 weeks since pishimen was discharged from the hospital. been busy coping with :

1. pishimen - he's not fully recovered yet. up till early this week we took a day off from work as he keeps on getting fever & for the first time, diarrhoea. it was a normal viral infection & according to his doctor this is a normal phase of growing up...as long as it's not serious then it's okay. die da bole jalan laju sekarang..garang..kuat beleter..pandai mengusik..gigi pon dah nak masuk 4

2. work - keje mmg xpenah abes, kalo abes tepakse la cari keje lain pulak kan. lately mmg busy sgt even the whole last week selsema + batuk pon i can't afford to take leave, takut tak tersiap pulak keje..deadline sume dekat2.ni dah start sore throat balik..huhu. hopefully by next week dah bole keja sume deadline, Insya-Allah.

3. housework - mmg xtekejar nk buat keje umah. tugas2 rasmi basuh+jemur+angkat kain kat ampaian tu dipikul oleh inche' riki. i'm just the folding person coz i got my own criteria in folding clothes..haha..cerewet! nk nmpk cantik & neat bile susun dlm almari.mop lantai dah terbengkalai almost sebulan lebih. tp vacuum tu selalu la coz pishimen dok slalu main atas lantai, risau pulak kot die telan pape bendasing atas lantai+carpet nun

4. travelling - last week we went back to inche' riki's kampung to attend my nephew's cukur jambul ceremony. me + pishimen were not in our best condition & most of the time we just melepek in the room. pishimen's getting fever frequently & i was thinking that we shouldn't travel at the first place. but since this was considered a family occasion so..we've got no choice. yesterday we left fot Gambang Water Park, Kuantan to attend inche' riki's workplace's family day. kitorang menumpang saja & pishimen really enjoyed himself there. the room was big enough for 2 families but there's only 3 of us in there so pishimen apa lagi..org baru pandai bejalan, seronok sakan! this evening before heading home we brought him swimming in the pool...excited habis..even his parents pon dah lame xmain air. we bought him a big yellow pelampung but he didn't seem really enjoy wearing it..so it's us la yg kena jadi his float. mandi sampai sume nye kecut, baru puas ati nak balik. since ince' riki have to work (as a photographer) dari pagi sampai ptg so me & pishimen have to layan diri sendiri saja la..huhu

5. shopping - actual shopping haven't been done yet but my wishlist is getting longer. i really need a shopping session!!!! grrrr!!!!!