2 days ago pishimen patahkan my 1 & only MAC lipstick...
since 2 days ago i didn't apply any lipstick...
as i can't afford 1 now
today I couldn't see any light coming out from my phone
i had difficulties typing sms in the dark
i can't think of buying new phone
as i can't afford 1 now
huwaa.....xsuke la ujung bulan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
21 June 2010
09 June 2010
all about pishi
gabungan james & rodeo...yeayy
raksaksa dah dtg menyerang..
kete rodeo yg byk lampu2
ni kawan thomas...james
own workstation 1
own workstation 2
own workstation 3
during visit to sara's house last sunday
slimming regime 1
slimming regime 2
ni rupe kalo bgn tido mood baik
ni rupe kalo bgn tido mood x baik
ada attitude...while watching showdown
new gear...ipanema jugak (mcm ibu)
kita berdua...
....minum bersama
i'm independent now..can eat on my own
i'm addicted to tupperwares
ibu..i'm working (pinjam netbook ibu)
still working...
digging in sara's b'day cake
sara & her b'day cupcake leftovers
his fav seat
*for some reasons..i love to :
1. watch him while he sleeps...nape muke baby kalo tido sgt tenang. kalo die tido rase nk suruh bgn.kalo die dah bgn & mengganas rase nk soh tido balik
2. suke bau mulut die...bau mulut baby mmg best lg2 kalo baru bgn tido..haha. skang pishimen dah ade gigi so rajin la die nk gosok gigi dgn ubat gigi perisa oren
3. suke nyakat kasi nangis (tu mmg sipat semulajadi)
4. suke dgr die gelak.. even if he's faking it
June updates
lame x apdet blog...(lame excuse) due to my buzy+ness & malas+ness bile pikir nk kene taip panjang2 & nk kene tggu lame bile nk upload gamba. since today x busy langsung at work (coz colleague yg best2 sume cuti) & boring sbb senyap sgt so i think it's better to update my blog here..hahaha
1. last month (16/5) i lost my aunty due to her battle with cancer (the one i mentioned in my post on mother's day).... it was very shocking coz the day before she showed a lot of progress by starting to accept food (which is milk)& the next day all her vital organs are totally not functioning & at last her family decided to end the life support. It was the day when my mom asked me to join her visit my aunty at HKL but i decided to stay at home - sleeping (rase sgt terkilan & kejam - Ernie, u know what i meant)....frens, Al-Fatihah.
2. inche' riki went outstation for a week...huhu..sad. but, eventhough i didn't own any BB but i'm still proud of my phone. throughout the week we've been utilizing our 3G application for video calls...lots of it. pishimen missed his ayah so very much so each time i showed him the screen he will like usap2 the screen & kiss his ayah on the phone screen - sungguh mengharukan & full of drama. until now whenever he heard my phone rings, he will help to get my phone & stare at the screen, in case any familiar faces are there.
3. pishimen's new development : sangat2 banyak & membanggakan. eventhough his words are restricted tu only ayah (inche' riki), bu (me), nak, & nanak (taknak) - others are purely baby talk but he could understand what have been said to him, e.g :
tak boleh
bukak seluar
bukak baju
minum, air minum mane?
remote mane?
tutup pintu
baring sini
sleep
telefon ibu mane?
sayang ibu...(he will come running & kiss me...so sweet)
xnak kawan..
nnt ibu jentik (terus geleng kepala)
he's also good in throwing tantrums. the worst i saw was last monday when he insisted to eat his own apple (xbrani nk kasi die pegang sendiri takut tecekik). he was so angry with me & went berguling atas carpet & crying out loud, pegi blkg langsir & menjerit kat situ, ketuk2 pintu sbb geram & beguling balik atas karpet...my god..i was like shocked & can't decide how to react. i just simply said to him 'ibu malas nk layan farish nangis...ibu nak masak. xnk kawan'....as soon as he heard xnk kawan..he stopped crying & followed me to the kitchen. tarik2 my seluar & said 'nak..nak..' i said xnak kawan once more & he was frustrated. he walked back to the living room & baring on his big cushion in front of the tv. feeling sangat kejam coz budak to kecik lagi then i quickly picked him up & kissed him until he start smiling again.
4. my ganti puasa project is not going well as i thought. i need to utilize this month & next month to get it completed. yesterday i started back my project & it was very tiring. luckily inche' riki balik awal & raced to the kitchen & cooked buka puase meals for me. sgt sedap once in a while kalau suami dpt masak utk kite lagi2 kalau suami kite tu pandai masak..haha.
got loads of pics to upload - all about pishimen. maybe in next post
1. last month (16/5) i lost my aunty due to her battle with cancer (the one i mentioned in my post on mother's day).... it was very shocking coz the day before she showed a lot of progress by starting to accept food (which is milk)& the next day all her vital organs are totally not functioning & at last her family decided to end the life support. It was the day when my mom asked me to join her visit my aunty at HKL but i decided to stay at home - sleeping (rase sgt terkilan & kejam - Ernie, u know what i meant)....frens, Al-Fatihah.
2. inche' riki went outstation for a week...huhu..sad. but, eventhough i didn't own any BB but i'm still proud of my phone. throughout the week we've been utilizing our 3G application for video calls...lots of it. pishimen missed his ayah so very much so each time i showed him the screen he will like usap2 the screen & kiss his ayah on the phone screen - sungguh mengharukan & full of drama. until now whenever he heard my phone rings, he will help to get my phone & stare at the screen, in case any familiar faces are there.
3. pishimen's new development : sangat2 banyak & membanggakan. eventhough his words are restricted tu only ayah (inche' riki), bu (me), nak, & nanak (taknak) - others are purely baby talk but he could understand what have been said to him, e.g :
tak boleh
bukak seluar
bukak baju
minum, air minum mane?
remote mane?
tutup pintu
baring sini
sleep
telefon ibu mane?
sayang ibu...(he will come running & kiss me...so sweet)
xnak kawan..
nnt ibu jentik (terus geleng kepala)
he's also good in throwing tantrums. the worst i saw was last monday when he insisted to eat his own apple (xbrani nk kasi die pegang sendiri takut tecekik). he was so angry with me & went berguling atas carpet & crying out loud, pegi blkg langsir & menjerit kat situ, ketuk2 pintu sbb geram & beguling balik atas karpet...my god..i was like shocked & can't decide how to react. i just simply said to him 'ibu malas nk layan farish nangis...ibu nak masak. xnk kawan'....as soon as he heard xnk kawan..he stopped crying & followed me to the kitchen. tarik2 my seluar & said 'nak..nak..' i said xnak kawan once more & he was frustrated. he walked back to the living room & baring on his big cushion in front of the tv. feeling sangat kejam coz budak to kecik lagi then i quickly picked him up & kissed him until he start smiling again.
4. my ganti puasa project is not going well as i thought. i need to utilize this month & next month to get it completed. yesterday i started back my project & it was very tiring. luckily inche' riki balik awal & raced to the kitchen & cooked buka puase meals for me. sgt sedap once in a while kalau suami dpt masak utk kite lagi2 kalau suami kite tu pandai masak..haha.
got loads of pics to upload - all about pishimen. maybe in next post
20 May 2010
uncle sam really loves pishimen kan???
*bukti kasih sayang uncle sam walaupon ke Makati*
p/s : uncle jul syg pishimen x??
Allah, The Most Merciful
*from a colleague; via email :
“The merciful are shown mercy by the All-Merciful. Have mercy to those on earth, and the Lord of the Heavens will have mercy upon you.”
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: «الراحمون يرحمهم الرحمن، ارحموا من في الأرض يرحمكم من في السماء
(Abu Dawud & Tirmidhi)
The sweetness of Al-Fatiha
As we discussed before, Al-Fatiha is a conversation between us and Allah subhana wa ta’ala (Glory be unto Him). It is perhaps when reciting this surah (chapter) that we should have the most khushoo’ (concentration) because we have been told that Allah (swt) responds. What usually happens though is that Surat al-Fatiha is the surah that we have least khushoo’ in because we repeat it so frequently, and this should change.
If we look at the order of the words in this surah, we ask ourselves: why did Allah (swt) follow the first ayah (verse) “[All] praise is [due] to Allah, Lord of the worlds” with Ar-Rahman, Ar-Raheem “The Entirely Merciful, The Especially Merciful”? Ibn Uthaymeen stated that this is because Allah’s Lordship is based on mercy. When we read that He is the Lord of the worlds, a natural question comes up- what kind of Lord is He? He answers us in the following ayah:
“The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful” (Qur’an 1:3).
The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful
Many people who read Surat al-Fatiha will not know the difference between Ar-Rahman and Ar-Raheem. It is usually translated as “The Beneficent, the Most Merciful,” but most people who read that do not know the difference. A better translation would be “The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful.”
Amr Khaled, a famous lecturer from Egypt, explained the difference in the following way:
Ar-Rahman (The Entirely Merciful) is when Allah bestows His mercy upon all the creatures in this universe. Allah says:
“Say, “Who can protect you at night or by day from the Most Merciful?” But they are, from the remembrance of their Lord, turning away” (Qur’an 21:42).
However, Ar-Raheem (The Especially Merciful) is when Allah bestows His special mercy upon the believers only. For example, eating and drinking is a general mercy, while worshiping Allah in Ramadan is a special one.
And why did Allah follow Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem with “Sovereign of the Day of Recompense”? If it had been the other way around, our hearts would fill with dread. We would read that Allah is the Lord, and then that He will judge us on the Day of Judgment, knowing very well our own spiritual state. Yet the All-Merciful tells us of His attributes of mercy first, so that we fill with hope and not dread. The All-Merciful is the Sovereign on that day.
Glimpses of Mercy
Look at what the Prophet (ﷺ) said about Allah’s mercy:
Narrated ‘Umar bin Al-Khattab (may Allah be pleased with him): “Some Sabi (i.e. war prisoners, children and women only) were brought before the Prophet (ﷺ) and behold, there was a woman amongst them whom whenever she found a child captive, she took it over her chest and nursed it (she had lost her child but later she found him) the Prophet (ﷺ) said to us, ‘Do you think that this lady can throw her son in the fire?’ We replied, ‘No, if she has the power not to throw the baby (in the fire).’ The Prophet (ﷺ) then said, ‘Allah (swt) is more merciful to His slaves than this lady to her son.’” (Bukhari)
So we have immense hope in Allah’s forgiveness, forbearance, and mercy on the Day of Judgment. Yet we too have to work and remember that Allah has said:
“But indeed, I am the Perpetual Forgiver of whoever repents and believes and does righteousness and then continues in guidance” (Qur’an 20:82).
Will we be of the people whom Allah (swt) bestows His mercy on? We hope so, insha’Allah (if Allah wills), and that is why we must work- to show that we indeed want it.
Do you remember the secret key? Speak to Allah (swt). When you recite Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem, remember that Allah (swt) responds with “My servant has extolled me.” Let your heart soften with the knowledge that you are having an intimate conversation with the One who is the Most-Merciful to you.
“The merciful are shown mercy by the All-Merciful. Have mercy to those on earth, and the Lord of the Heavens will have mercy upon you.”
قال رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم: «الراحمون يرحمهم الرحمن، ارحموا من في الأرض يرحمكم من في السماء
(Abu Dawud & Tirmidhi)
The sweetness of Al-Fatiha
As we discussed before, Al-Fatiha is a conversation between us and Allah subhana wa ta’ala (Glory be unto Him). It is perhaps when reciting this surah (chapter) that we should have the most khushoo’ (concentration) because we have been told that Allah (swt) responds. What usually happens though is that Surat al-Fatiha is the surah that we have least khushoo’ in because we repeat it so frequently, and this should change.
If we look at the order of the words in this surah, we ask ourselves: why did Allah (swt) follow the first ayah (verse) “[All] praise is [due] to Allah, Lord of the worlds” with Ar-Rahman, Ar-Raheem “The Entirely Merciful, The Especially Merciful”? Ibn Uthaymeen stated that this is because Allah’s Lordship is based on mercy. When we read that He is the Lord of the worlds, a natural question comes up- what kind of Lord is He? He answers us in the following ayah:
“The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful” (Qur’an 1:3).
The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful
Many people who read Surat al-Fatiha will not know the difference between Ar-Rahman and Ar-Raheem. It is usually translated as “The Beneficent, the Most Merciful,” but most people who read that do not know the difference. A better translation would be “The Entirely Merciful, the Especially Merciful.”
Amr Khaled, a famous lecturer from Egypt, explained the difference in the following way:
Ar-Rahman (The Entirely Merciful) is when Allah bestows His mercy upon all the creatures in this universe. Allah says:
“Say, “Who can protect you at night or by day from the Most Merciful?” But they are, from the remembrance of their Lord, turning away” (Qur’an 21:42).
However, Ar-Raheem (The Especially Merciful) is when Allah bestows His special mercy upon the believers only. For example, eating and drinking is a general mercy, while worshiping Allah in Ramadan is a special one.
And why did Allah follow Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem with “Sovereign of the Day of Recompense”? If it had been the other way around, our hearts would fill with dread. We would read that Allah is the Lord, and then that He will judge us on the Day of Judgment, knowing very well our own spiritual state. Yet the All-Merciful tells us of His attributes of mercy first, so that we fill with hope and not dread. The All-Merciful is the Sovereign on that day.
Glimpses of Mercy
Look at what the Prophet (ﷺ) said about Allah’s mercy:
Narrated ‘Umar bin Al-Khattab (may Allah be pleased with him): “Some Sabi (i.e. war prisoners, children and women only) were brought before the Prophet (ﷺ) and behold, there was a woman amongst them whom whenever she found a child captive, she took it over her chest and nursed it (she had lost her child but later she found him) the Prophet (ﷺ) said to us, ‘Do you think that this lady can throw her son in the fire?’ We replied, ‘No, if she has the power not to throw the baby (in the fire).’ The Prophet (ﷺ) then said, ‘Allah (swt) is more merciful to His slaves than this lady to her son.’” (Bukhari)
So we have immense hope in Allah’s forgiveness, forbearance, and mercy on the Day of Judgment. Yet we too have to work and remember that Allah has said:
“But indeed, I am the Perpetual Forgiver of whoever repents and believes and does righteousness and then continues in guidance” (Qur’an 20:82).
Will we be of the people whom Allah (swt) bestows His mercy on? We hope so, insha’Allah (if Allah wills), and that is why we must work- to show that we indeed want it.
Do you remember the secret key? Speak to Allah (swt). When you recite Ar-Rahman Ar-Raheem, remember that Allah (swt) responds with “My servant has extolled me.” Let your heart soften with the knowledge that you are having an intimate conversation with the One who is the Most-Merciful to you.
15 May 2010
reality bites
1. on pyramid scheme a.k.a MLM - got this from one of my favorite blogs. tot it would be nice if i could share it wif u
*piramid itu firaun yg punya...
*harta yg byk itu qarun yg punya...
*dan kedua2 nya masuk neraka
p/s : tepuk dada tanya selera...jgn jadi hamba duit & dunia
2. on sabar
we went for a dinner date wif jul @ piza uno. the conversation goes :
pishimen : nak, nak,...(nangis2, jerit2 sket...cube utk jd menjengkelkan)
selipa oren : (meninggikan suara kunun2 utk membuat pishimen rase gerun)
jul : haa...x sabar btol. same macam mak nye (ayat ni ditujukan utk pishimen)
selipa oren : jul, kalo aku ni sabar, ape je yg aku dpt? cube ko ckp kat aku...org saba dpt ape???
jul : IMAN!!...(dgn gaye islamik & cube memerli aku sebagai studen skolah agama)
selipa oren : ni aku dah dpt IMAN..ni ha farish iman
jul : (ternganga & kagum dgn kebijaksanaan selipa oren buat seketika...)
inche' riki : (selaku pengadil..senyum je sbb biasenye die xkuase nk masuk campo kalo ade pertarungan antare selipa oren dgn jul)
*jul claimed that he's the stylist
p/s : ucapan takziah kepada jul atas pemergian laptopnye yg dibiarkan tanpe belas kasihan atas passenger's seat dlm kete nye semase kami mkn mlm semase berlakunye perbualan di atas. tingkap keretanye dipecahkan oleh pencopet lantas mengambil beg laptopnye. jul tidak keruan lalu memakai selipa lain sebelah ke balai pulis & selipa tersebut bukan berwarna oren
*piramid itu firaun yg punya...
*harta yg byk itu qarun yg punya...
*dan kedua2 nya masuk neraka
p/s : tepuk dada tanya selera...jgn jadi hamba duit & dunia
2. on sabar
we went for a dinner date wif jul @ piza uno. the conversation goes :
pishimen : nak, nak,...(nangis2, jerit2 sket...cube utk jd menjengkelkan)
selipa oren : (meninggikan suara kunun2 utk membuat pishimen rase gerun)
jul : haa...x sabar btol. same macam mak nye (ayat ni ditujukan utk pishimen)
selipa oren : jul, kalo aku ni sabar, ape je yg aku dpt? cube ko ckp kat aku...org saba dpt ape???
jul : IMAN!!...(dgn gaye islamik & cube memerli aku sebagai studen skolah agama)
selipa oren : ni aku dah dpt IMAN..ni ha farish iman
jul : (ternganga & kagum dgn kebijaksanaan selipa oren buat seketika...)
inche' riki : (selaku pengadil..senyum je sbb biasenye die xkuase nk masuk campo kalo ade pertarungan antare selipa oren dgn jul)
*jul claimed that he's the stylist
p/s : ucapan takziah kepada jul atas pemergian laptopnye yg dibiarkan tanpe belas kasihan atas passenger's seat dlm kete nye semase kami mkn mlm semase berlakunye perbualan di atas. tingkap keretanye dipecahkan oleh pencopet lantas mengambil beg laptopnye. jul tidak keruan lalu memakai selipa lain sebelah ke balai pulis & selipa tersebut bukan berwarna oren
make it picturesque!
it's mom's b'day & mother's day
mom is very proud of her new BB (BraunBuffel je bukan BlackBerry)
i tot i'd be a good model for her new BB...watch me in pink mom!
very comfy on my shoulder mom
can put lot if things in here mom..my diapers too!
i can sling it as well
checking...checking..
can i keep it mom?
it's dad's plan to bring mom to TGIF for a late lunch
it's dad's treat this time
me & mom are eating for free. i choose this one!
mom said it's her off day so i have to kemas my stuffs & put them in my new tiger box
after a hard day's work...
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